BLISS | TXTZY & BANGPINK Oneshots

VSOO [ft. JINSOO] - Forever and Always

Recording #127

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"Hey, Jisoo.

How are you holding up? I'm sure you're doing better than I am..

Right?

Who am I kidding.. Of course, you are.

So, I have something to tell you.

Actually, you know it already.. but, yeah..

I love you.

More than you think.

I wish to tell you in person, but I can't. Because I'm a coward.

I'm a scared bastard. I can't-.. I just can't.

....Because I don't want to ruin what you have with Seokjin.

You heard that right... Seokjin.

You've been going out with him... right?

Heh.. stupid..

I'm so stupid for not realizing that sooner.

The moment I introduced him to you, your eyes lit up and you struck up a conversation first.

You don't do that. I know my best friend, you never start the conversation first.

...How did I not notice that earlier?

If only I did,

I would be able to stop myself from falling..

I wouldn't be stuck in this giant hole I'm in when I fell for you..

I feel so useless, worthless.. upset.

So, tell me, Jisoo..

When you went out on date nights with him,

When you hugged him so tight,

When you smiled from ear to ear with him,

When you laughed at his jokes,

When you placed your lips on his...

Did you think of me?

Hahaha!

Man.. that was funny.

I am so in love with you, Jisoo.

So in love, that it hurts me to even think of you.

To imagine your smile without feeling that sting in my chest, knowing you'll only smile for Seokjin.

To dream about you being right next to me when I need you the most, how pathetic.

But here's something you should know, Jisoo..

Even though we've drifted apart..

You will always be my light,

My sun,

The medicine to my pain.

My heart belongs to you, and you only.

Jisoo Turtle Rabbit Kim,

I, Kim Taehyung, will love you. Sincerely, deeply, romantically, platonically.. Forever and always."

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