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YOONNIE - Fake Love

I never loved you.

Yoongi stares down at the piece of paper on the bedside table.

I never will.

His lip twitches as he reads the scribbled words, it looks like it was rushed as it looked messy.

I'm sorry, it's not meant to be.

He didn't even notice the tears welding up in his eyes until one slipped down to his cheek.

It's been four years, Yoongi..

His eyes flicker as he bends down to pick up the paper, his dark hair falling over as he does so.

Four years. We faked our love for each other for four years.

He can't help but take in a deep breath before letting his eyes travel down the rest of the paragraph.

I can't. I can't do that anymore, I'm sick of it.

His breathing turns shaky and his vision blurs from the amount of tears in his eyes.

I'm tired of returning home and cooking dinner for you, then get nothing but a glance..

He takes his eyes off of the paper for a moment, staring at the picture on the cupboard that was across his bed. His eyes refuse to leave it, but he forces them to.

I'm sick of seeing you sit in your studio all day and do nothing but produce music, I'm sick of everything in this household now..

He let out a brief, bitter laugh.

Our marriage, do you remember the date?

He whispers under his breath, "Of course, 15th of January.." he unconsciously closes his eyes and opens them back up.

Our first date, our first kiss, our first day together. Do you remember?

He bites on his lip, "Yes, I do remember.." he mumbled.

Now, see if you can remember the last time we went on dates, kiss and hug..

He runs a hand through his hair, frowning once he realizes that it's been exactly a year and two months since they last went out and kiss and hug.

Does it hurt?

"Very much.."

It's okay, I know it does.

"No, you don't.."

Even though you never tell me, I know you feel the same; you want to end the relationship. Right?

"I did, but I regret that now."

It's okay, we both feel the same.

"You don't know, Jen.."

- Love, Jennie.

He holds onto the paper tightly, pursing his lips into a thin line before putting the paper back on the bedside. It's been a five months since Jennie passed away due to a car accident on the same day she decided to leave the house and never come back, the letter was written a few hours before she packed up her stuff and left. Yoongi regrets not committing to the relationship, he deeply regrets it to the point he gets nightmares. Everywhere he goes, he's reminded about Jennie.

You must be wondering, who Jennie is. She's Yoongi's late wife. They were arranged by her parents who sadly passed away, and the only thing they could do for them was keep their marriage intact. But it all came apart when Yoongi started to pursue music.

The rest is history, Yoongi blames himself for the rest of his life. This wouldn't have happened if he didn't pursue music and just went with the job he had at the time, but his stubborn past-self decided that it'd be a great idea to do the opposite. That lead him to where he is now, he'd sit in his studio all day and work on music that he didn't even know what it's about.

He just knows that he's living in grief.

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Just a little idea that popped into my head whilst reading some angst stories 💁