Fangirl

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Author's note: Wrote it in the pov of the resident fangirl, the female lead, from Pearl. Anyone fangirl can probably relate though.

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In the TV, my man lies there smiling.

In reality, I sit there crying.

In my imagination, he calls my name.

In actuality, I am no mere dame.

In the fantasy, he makes me laugh.

In a nightmare, I am just riffraff.

In an ideal world, I am not plain.

In the worst timeline, I cannot tame my mane.


Should I see him outside, he would ignore me.

If I spot him, I feign to be carefree.

Sorrow encompasses me the day I claim my fate,

to only gawk and never date.

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