"Everything changes"L.Brooks <3

last chapter(Part2/2)

“..Im not..your uncle..”

I remembered that time when we went to the mall,we told the guys to meet us somewhere and that we would be there in a few minutes.But we didn’t.Instead Anthony and I ditched them and he took me out for ice scream and to the movies.The moment we got out from the theatre Anthony turned his phone on and he had a lot of missed calls from the guys.I turned on mine as welll and had the same including angry messages.We laughed all the way home and got screamed at by the guys but we just laughed.

That time when Luke and I were having a make out session and Anthony got jealous so he sat in between us on the couch.He said”Don’t touch my daughter like that”I thought it was just something sweet he had said.I thought..

I frowned in confusion.

“W-what?”I mumble but he just stayed quiet.

“W-What d-do you mean your not my uncle?!”I stutter through my words.”Jessi im sorry..I..”

Not my uncle?..What?..

I was so confused.

“You lied?”I manged to speak out now crying.Then I realized that if he wouldn’t of brought me here..I wouldn’t of met Luke or the guys?Wich is both good and bad but?Why would he lie to me like that if he isn’t my uncle?He just looked at me with watery eyes.”Why?Who are you?Why would you do that?If Karie and David told you to lie about “THIS” Then they souldn’t of done that.They could of just told me they didn’t want me and thats it”I say still confused crying.”Im sorry-”

“Im sorry?..all this time I thought you were part of my family..I trusted you and I treated you like a dad?”I cut him off.

“I had too I’m sorry.and I love you like a daughter”

“But why lie to me?!Why not tell me in the beginning?”I almost scream at him.”No look I am part of your family-”

“Oh what now your gonna tell me that your my dads brother?My grandpa?A friend of theirs?Please do because that would make it soo much better”I tell him.

”No,Im non of that?I just wanted you to feel happy and ok,safe”He sais.

“Whats going on?”Both Jai and Beau say walking into the room.

“You wanna know how I really feel now?!Thanx to you Now I feel like the most loneliest person alive.You made me believe that there was atleast one more person in this world that felt my pain!?The pain I felt!”I screamed crying.I grabbed my suitcase and walked out shoving them out of my way sobbing.I ran downstairs crying.I then crashed into someones chest.I looked up and moved to the side fast and tried to run out like I was doing before.”Jessi!Whats wrong?”I feel Luke take hold of my arm stopping me.

“Jessi?You ok?”I hear infront of us.I look up and its Daniel.I get out of Lukes grip and ran to Daniel and huged him.I really needed a hug right now.”Jessi!”Beau shouts echoing through the house.

What does everyone want from me!!

I let go of Daniel and rushed out the door like is it was a game of tag.”Jessi stop!”Luke sais hugging me from behind roughly.I just cried trying to get out of his arms but he was too strong.”Why did you leave me like that at the hospital?!What happened with Anthony”
I refused to answer or talk and was trying to get out of his grip.

There was too much going on!Luke?Anthony?Amanda?

Too much!!..

I turn around and all the guys are outside too.

“Will everyone just leave me alone!?”I find myself screaming at them.Luke let me go and looked shocked at my reaction as well as the others.I was out of breath.I feel really bad,I had a headache now.I got dizzy and had to hold on to Luke’s shoulder putting my hand on my forhead as if it would make the headache magically disapear.

“You need to sit down”Luke sais taking me inside.”No”I mumble pushing back.”Stop being stubborn and your going so sit down”He sais swinging me over his shoulder and bringing me inside.

“Luke put me down!”I scream at him.

He dropped me down on the couch”And I’ll tie to a chair if I have to”he threatend me.I looked up and everyone was surrounding me.I staired at each and every one of them and then looked down at my hands and sobbed.Jai sat beside me and I cried into his chest.I was letting everything out.I was trying to think and let everything that happened to get into my head but the more I thought about it the more I cried.After a while I looked up and gave Anthony a glare."Come on"Beau said next to me standing up.He walked upstairs and the others followed leaving me and Anthony alone.

"Why?"I say breaking the silence.

"Who are you?why did you pretend to be my uncle?"I mumbled not looking at him.

"Just know that I'm part of your family"

"No.I don’t want to be wondering about this for the rest of my life!I don't want lies.tell me the truth"I tell him.he sighs and sits down.

"After the accident and..I found out that your mother was gone..I was in shock..and..I..loved your mom so much.I just didn't think I could live without her.and I didn't want you to..blame me like I've blamed myself ever since that day.."he said leaving me breathless.

I frowned.I kept looking at him in confusion.

He loved her so much?didnt want me to blame him?..

My eyes widened and I felt like I couldn't breath,my heart stoped.It was as if the world stoped turning for a few moments.then my heart started racing fast.

I just realized that the moment that I've been waiting for is finally happening..

I had my dad in front of me this whole time.and it took me this long to realize.

My eyes started getting watery.my palms were sweating and I was shaking really bad.I needed air.

I tried to take a deep breath In and out and I stood up walking outside to the porch.

"Jessi?"He said in the doorway.

I didn't notice until now that I was crying a lot so much that I couldn’t feel the tears falling down.

I turned around slowly and covered my mouth crying looking at him up and down just to make sure this was real.

I let out another cry and then ran up to him and hugged him tightly.I was probably red from how tight I was hugging him.Now we were both crying.He kissed the side of my head but I didn't let him go.

I think I'm going to go crazy with all of this.I was in the arms of my dad and I couldn't believe it.

"You have no idea how hard it was for me to not tell you..how much I've waited to tell you and hug you..have my daughter with me in my arms"He said crying.I just hugged him crying.I didn't know why I wasn't mad at him anymore?I was just so happy to be in this moment.I wished for this every year every day since that horrible day that I thought I had lost both of them.Ever since I was little I always thought that If I ever saw my parents up in heaven I would be mad at them for leaving me by myself.How stupid was I?..

I was still hugging him and I cried like a baby but I didn’t care.I have my dad in my arms and I couldn’t believe it.

I then let go.”Do you have any idea?..of how much I wished you were here with me?”I say taking a step back.”Why would you leave me alone?Why..”

“I know im sorry.I’ve been regretting it all this time but..I was shocked.I loved your mother a lot.More than you could ever imagine.I wasn’t capable of taking care of you.I wanted to comit sucide,I really thought about but I didn’t.I was in pain..”

“What about me!?I was in pain too?She was my mom”I tried not to scream sobbing lightly.”Yea I know.You have the right to be mad.I shouldn’t of left you.And im sorry.But if you want to leave..I understand..but Im still begging you to stay?”He sais looking down.

I don’t know?He did lie to me?And he left me alone..??..

I grabbed my suitcase and walked towards the door slowly.I glanced back looking at my dad one last time…