"Everything changes"L.Brooks <3

Sequel,part 1.

1 year later..

 Grabbing my phone and keys,I opened the door,exiting the small apartment,on my way to work.I put on my glassed since it was hot today,like usual.I hoped into my car and turned it on,driving off.I was listening to the radio,and I was having my own little private party.I smiled as I drove down the streets that I knew so well.The bright sun above me,the small breeze,people running,and walking their dogs.It was a homey community.Something that I really enjoyed.

 Obviously,being why I moved down here.I finally made it to the studio and I stopped right in front of the gates waiting for the little speaker to talk in a little robot voice."Name please"."Jessica"I would answer.Seconds later the big red gates would open for me.I drove in and parked excited to go inside and start work.I got a job as a model,a month after leaving Australia..I was so lucky,and I love doing this every day.I started new,fresh.And im happy how everything turned out.Ofcourse the first couple of weeks I was devistated and felt really depressed.Until I met James.

 Ever since I met him,he changed me.I was happy again.And I guess he showed me that I could fall in love again.I convinced myself,when I moved to Canada after Australia,that Luke was long gone..He was about to have a baby with Amanda,and I couldn't stand in between.I didn't want that baby to grow up without Luke.Just like I grew up without..Anthony..How I want to go back to Aussy,and hug Anthony.My dad.We've been speaking to each other on skype since the second month,after I left.I thought I'd never contact any of them again,but..He is my dad.And I just couldn't.

 How do you not talk to your dad,right after you find out he is your dad? I never ask him about..him..or the guys.And he knows it too.He only keeps me updated on him.His health,achievements,and stuff like that.I miss him so much.And I promised that one day i'd go and visit him.

 He would come here,but he's been busy with the janoskians stuff.I thought somehow the guys would give up on that,but they've remained the same,it looks like.Judging by whenever I skype my dad,he always has to go somewhere and arange something.But he never brings up the subect other than being busy with the janoskians stuff.Thats the only reason why he brings it up.And when he does,it just brings back so many memories,that it makes me want to come back and hug the guys.Because they were my family.My brothers.

 I wonder if they'd still remember me if I came back? I wondered if they'd be mad at me."Morning Grace"I smiled walking down the hall."Mornind Jess"She smiled back.I smiled and said hello to everyone in their office,it was sorta like a routine now.And they've gotten used to it I guess."Jessi,Great your here"Linda tells me."I need my lucky model for these outfits"."Oh please"I blushed laughing."You say that to everyone"."I know"She winks.

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"Bye"I waved to Linda.She waves back and continues with the other model.It was now about to be 3:30 in the afternoon.Typicall time for me to leave.Truth is I didn't really want to leave."Jessica"I heard my name being called out.I turn around wondering who it was."Yes Miss Kate?"I asked my boss."I need to speak with you.Please followe me to my office"She commands walking into her office.I followed a bit scared.I sat down in front of her desk.

 "What do I have to do?"I mumbled a bit intimidated."I was going to ask you if you'd like,well that you are going to travel to a different place,for a modeling job"She explains."I really like you Jessica.You'r a great model,and I believe one of the best in this industry"She smiles."Thanks you"I mumbled smiling widely.I was so happy and excited to hear those words.

 "So you'd like ot travel then".I nod yes happily."Okay then,good.You'll be traveling to Australia next month,so start packing"She smiled widely.And I was not so happy to hear those words come out of her mouth..

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 "Australia?"I asked as If I couldn't hear correctly."Yes.Next month.You've received a house there.Everythings already paid for,and ready for you to arrive"She said."All I needed to know is if you'd be willing to go.Well you sorta have to"She laughs."HAVE to?As in,I have NO choice?"I questioned.And she nods."Australia is a great,beatiful country.You'll love it.You won't want to come back"She smiled.If only she knew how much I knew Australia,and how I was afraid of not coming back,and seeing my whole family again..

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 I drove home emotionless.I sat down on my couch just looking at..nothing.I didn't know what to do,or think? I was scared to go back to Australia.I was finaly happy here again.If I go back,The memories would come back to my head.They actually never left.But I'm not sure if I'd be able to recover again  of a broken heart if I saw..Luke again.Just thinking about Luke again,made my stomach turn.And my heart pound fast.I've been fighting with my heart ever since I left.I kept telling myself that Luke and I weren't meant to be.So I thought,Maybe If I gave James a chance?I'd forget about Luke.I think that was a fail..Now I really didn't want to go back to Aussy.

 I was afraid of falling for Luke again,when I never not stopped liking him.I was afraid of falling for him even more and seperate him from his baby and Amanda.I wouldn't want that.I never did.Thats one of the reasons why I left in the first place.Now All I could say to myself is,I needed to do everything I can,to stop myself and the agency from sending me back to my family.

 To Luke,My dad,Amanda,Kerri,Sam,Alex,Tony,David,Nancy,and Australia.