"Everything changes"L.Brooks <3

Sequel,part 10

(Sorry I haven't uploaded.I've been busy.I've been writing for my other book as well)

*Friday*

The next morning I felt Matt at my side.I noticed both of us we're naked.And then it reminded me of the events that happened last night..

I had to think about it for a while not believing that I would have sex with Matt..

How could I been so stupid?Why did I do it?!I wanted to punch myself for it but I didn't.I rubbed my eyes feeling horrible turning around so I wasn't facing Matt anymore.A tear rolled down my eye but no cry.It was as if my eyes were just leaking.

I think I had a clue as to why I let happen what occurred yesterday.I thought that maybe if I was going to have sex with Matt anyways,while we were over here in Aussie,then why not yesterday when we were drunk.I thought maybe if I regretted it,i'd blame it on the alcohol.And i'd have something to blame for my own decisions..

Plus I said I would try.And that's what I did.Nobody told me it would turn out enjoyable.But now I know..The same thought came back to mind over and over again bouncing around in my head.I tried shaking it off not wanting to believe it but..Maybe I was hurt..and I felt like having sex with Matt..would help me forget about Luke..

Fuck..No it can't be!

But then again,I did moan out his name instead of Matt's name.To be completely honest..all I wanted to do yesterday when I saw Luke was scream at him.I honestly felt jealous right away seeing him with that girl.The way she wore his shirt and was all over him.But when I saw him in the kitchen,my heart fluttered like crazy.

All I wanted to do was go up to him and wrap my hands around him never letting go.I think if it wasn't for Matt almost falling down the stairs,if he had came just a few moments later,He would have catched me kissing Luke.

Just at the thought of tasting Luke's sweet,pink,plump lips make my heart pound faster.I craved for that moment as soon as I saw the guys.I desired him completely.The only reason why I felt like this was because maybe,I still had feelings for him?

What the heck,I was still so in love with him.

It just hurts that he told me he loved me,when he was fucking another girl..I lost my train of thought when Matt moved around.I closed my eyes shut never wanting to confront him after what happened last night.It would just feel awkward.

He leaned forward and placed a kiss on my cheek."You're beautiful"He whispered.I pretended to just wake up by rubbing my eyes and opening them slowly facing him."Yesterday was the best night"He cooed with a smirk but then replaced it with a warm smile.

"I can't wait for round two"He smirked pressing his lips to mine getting on top of me.

Maybe yesterday I would of let this happen,but certainly not today.Learned from my fucking mistakes!..