Torn Apart || Larry

Leaving

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Louis didn't sleep, he watched Harry all night, trying to memorize every detail of him, kissing him while trying not to wake him up and repeatedly mumbling sorries...

He was never going to forget Harry, and he knew one day he would come back to him, but what if Harry didn't want him than...

A tear slid of his face. He wanted to kill Simon Cowell and everyone in the industry for making him pick between Harry and Harry's future.

He had asked Harry last night, and he knew what value music and his career had to him, he couldn't take that away from him...Even if it meant for him to watch him from afar, and never touch him again, never feel him, never talk to him...

Soon the clock reached 12, thats usually when Harry wakes up. So Louis made sure to give Harry on last kiss on the lips and stood up.

He went to the wardrobe and picked a case, he packed some essentials and some clothes, he picked up the shirt Harry wore last night, one that had been discarded in a hurry the previous night, he took it just so he could smell Harry's scent when he was gone, than he took a pair of shoes and put the on.

He was reaching the door when, tears on his eyes, when he heard a voice behind him.

"Lou?"

It broke Louis' heart into millions of pieces, the voice would ring on his head for years after. It sounded broken, confused, scared...

Louis wipes his tears and turns around, the case still on his hand.

"Louis where are you going?"-He asked sleepily but confused.

Louis took a big breath, holding back his emotions.-"Harry I am leaving..."

Harry gasped.-"What do you mean I am leaving."-he was even more scared now.-"You didn't plan any vocation..."

"Harry..."-Louis bit his lip.-"I am leaving forever."

"What?"-Harry was a step away from braking down.-"Is this a joke...Love you know I hate jokes..."

Louis was tearing up now.-"Harry, I am holding you back, I need to let you go. I am Sorry..."

"NO! Don't say that!"-Harry said fully sobbing now.-"This can't be happening! Just last night we where so happy! Yesterday we where making plans Louis! What changed!"-Harry said standing on the hallway.

"I am sorry Harry, I didn't know how to let you go any other way...Didn't want to brake your heart."-Louis said bitting his lip holding back his tears.

"You have already broken it! Louis you can't leave me I can't live without you. You are not holding me back, we are so happy together. Louis please!"-Harry said hugging Louis tightly.

Louis wanted to hug back, kiss him and tell him he was sorry, but he couldn't.-"Harry, don't make it difficult please love."

"Lou please!"-Harry whispered tears soaking Louis shirt.

"Harry get up. You promised me to stay happy whatever happened."-Louis said wiping his tears and braking the hug.

"And you promised to be with me forever! You Lied to me!"-Harry yelled, his voice echoing through the hallway.

"I never meant to hurt you...Forgive me."-Louis said took his case and opened the door.

"Louis if you get through that door I will never, ever forgive you!"-Harry said still on the floor broken in pieces.

"I am sorry Sun."-Louis said and with that he left...

Harry broke down, still not believing any of this, none of that could be real...This had to be a nightmare...It had to be...He would wake up and Louis would be there wrapping his arms around him and telling him it was okay...Little did he know that he would wake up every other day alone.

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