Staying In Love With Zak Bagans , The Sequel To Falling In Love With Zak Bagans

Chapter 47

I sit up in bed and turn the lamp on "Wait you want a Baby ? You were so against it why have you changed your mind? " "I know but the car accident and spending time with Joseph made me realise life is too short and it may not be easy but I want to make you happy" "You want another baby:" "Yes I do" He turns off the lamp and gently kisses me I pull him closer he kisses my neck just then Alexander calls me "Mummy" I get up "Don't be long " Zak calls to me as I leave the room

"She had a bad dream" I say getting into bed with Zak who has fallen asleep I was only gone twenty minutes "Zak" i grab his arm softly bless him he must be so tired he has been working so much, he looks so peaceful I kiss him on the lips and put my arm around him he is warm and I feel safe with him. He wants a baby I'm excited I thought it would never happen he can be stubborn and used to getting his own way. He must love me. He opens his eyes "Is Alexander ok " "Yes" he pulls me closer to him "Where were we" "Here" I say Kissing his lips

Zak has been away for a couple of weeks and I realise I might be pregnant I'm late and he is not back until tomorrow. Shall I take a test or wait for him ?

I decided to wait for him to come home

I'm in the bathroom as he walks up the stairs "Jo" "I'm in here" he opens the door I wrap my arms around him kissing him "I missed you so much" "I missed you more" he kisses me gently

He picks up the test "Zak we still have two minutes to wait"

Two minutes later

Negative

He pulls me into his arms "It's ok it's going to be ok" He holds me, I can hear his heartbeat, I'm upset "I'm fine" he doesn't look convinced. I can't help the tears "Jo its early days, it will happen" he kisses me on my forehead.

Zak takes Joseph home after a weekend with him He is asleep and zak carries him into Lilys she seems upset , she takes him from Zak and he stirrs

Just as Zak is leaving "Can I talk to you please" "Sure" "I'm pregnant" Zak Sighs "Does Nick know ?" "I haven't told him" "Why?" "I don't think its his"

Zak walks out.