Staying In Love With Zak Bagans , The Sequel To Falling In Love With Zak Bagans

Chapter 49

He grabs my arm "Wait Jo, i didn't want to upset you" i turn to look at him "You should have told me but i sort of expect this from you " he lets go of me, He rubs his neck "I haven't been talking to her, she just told me" I can't say anything to him "Zak " Aaron calls him "I have to finish filming, i love you" i let him kiss me

Zak
I have a feeling we are going to argue again tonight but i haven't been talking to Lily

Jo

I have to stop being nasty to him, so what she is pregnant, i got the guy, i married him, we have a beautiful family, so much to be thankful for, he loves me

Zak is home "Hi sweetie your not still mad at me are you ?" as he puts his arms around my waist kissing me "No just a bit hurt but its not your fault " he smiles.

Just as i think everything is fine,

Zak is away

I take a test its Positive
Im Pregnant
Its been nearly 6 months
Im excited.

Im at Zaks mums she is acting weird asking questions "Is everything ok between you and zak ?" "Yeah we are fine" im not going to tell her about the baby i want to tell Zak first, "I don't want to upset you" She is worrying me now i put Alexander down to play she joins Zeb watching T.v "Just tell me" She picks up a newspaper and i feel sick i know there is a picture i just know im not going to like this, she opens the paper and there is Zak, my husband zak with another woman, smiling "Its probably nothing to worry about" she says so calmly, they look deep in conversation and a bit too close for my liking , She has her hand on his arm, it looks intimate
I can't think here i am just found out im Pregnant he is away and has some explaining to do

Zak is home i have been anxious all week waiting to talk to him
Zak : Jo, talk to me
Jo : im fine
Zak : please i don't know why your shutting me out
Jo : You don't know really i don't believe you
Zak: know what just tell me im tired of this ì have been working hard all week away and come home to this again for gods sake
I show him the magazine article
Jo : Explain
Zak : Are you Serious right now !!! She is part of the production crew
Jo : You look cosy together i think ......
Zak interupts " I don't give a Fuck what you think ok you are always accusing me of something " He rips the magazine up , he is furious, his eyes are blazing
Jo : Im sorry
Zak : Your always Sorry
I try to take his hand but he moves away to sit at the Kitchen table.
Zak : Maybe we should stop trying for a baby
My heart sinks
Jo : You don't want to try anymore
I can't tell him about the baby, god this is bad timing.
Zak : No, we need a break