Staying In Love With Zak Bagans , The Sequel To Falling In Love With Zak Bagans

Chapter 40

I wake up and realise I'm alone I look at the alarm clock on the side table it reads 7:26 it's early I get out of bed pulling on my robe tying it. I walk downstairs to the Kitchen to make myself a cup of tea. Zak is in the Kitchen wearing jeans nothing else "Morning I was going to bring you breakfast in bed" He kisses me "Tea is fine I'm not hungry" he whispers to me "I think we should go back to bed" "I would love to but you have that interview in half an hour " "I forgot about that" He kisses me "I'm coming home tonight" I hug him "I can't wait and the kids will be so happy"

Zak has gone and I'm so happy finally we are back together but there is something I want that I feel would complete our family I want another baby I know I lost our baby and it might not be easy to have one but I want to try I don't know how Zak will take the news we have only just reconnected. We are lucky we have kids a boy and a girl and he has Joseph. I don't think he wants more children and Zak is a great dad I might talk to him about it later i just hope we are on the same page.

Later that day Zak is home working in his office, Zeb and Alexander are watching Tv

"Can we talk ?" He looks up to see me standing in the doorway "What's on your mind ?" I walk oover to him he pulls me onto his lap "No easy way to say this but I want us to have another baby" He looks into my eyes and says nothing for a few minutes "I'm not sure about a new baby it was so hard for me when you lost our baby we went through hell" "I know" "I thought I was going to lose you too and we don't know if you can have more children I'm not saying no just not now I have only just got my family back and I want to enjoy them. Are you ok with that ?" "I understand" He kisses me "I love you you know that right? " "Yes I do"