Staying In Love With Zak Bagans , The Sequel To Falling In Love With Zak Bagans

Chapter 33

Lily had just put the baby to bed she opened the door "I knew you would come back" she said as he closed the door behind him she put her arms around his neck kissing him "I couldn't stay away I missed you" he kisses her and takes her hand leading her up to bed. He unties her robe sliding it off her shoulders it falls to the floor he takes his tshirt off and gently pushes her onto the bed she watches him as he removes his belt she smiles at him she sits up and pulls him to her unbuttoning his jeans He starts kissing her neck and her mouth passionately he slides his tongue into her mouth she runs her fingers through his hair enjoying him.

Jo P.O.V

Zak is at work I think I hope I can't keep doubting him I need to trust him just because he has a baby with her doesn't mean he is sleeping with her. I have been nasty to him these last few days I don't deserve him sometimes he has been my rock through this horrible time and the kids too.

Lily P.O.V

In his arms he makes me feel safe and secure. "I wish you could stay" "I can't "Please" he looks into her eyes "One day" He kisses her she looks upset as he gets up to get dressed

Jo P.O.V

Zak is late home he kisses me and picks up Zeb "Hi I missed you" Zeb is in his Pjs "Lets go and read a bedtime story" he goes upstairs Alexander is already asleep.

Zak P.O.V

The kids are asleep and I join jo in the Kitchen I put my arms around her but she pulls away from me "Why are you late ?" She is mad "I lost track of time I had to confirm some locations for our next lockdown" She doesn't look convinced "You can't phone me? " "What is the problem I'm home now" She is quiet "Is this how its going to be every time I'm late or don't check In with you ? You are never going to trust me are you? " "You give me reasons not to trust you" "What is it going to take for you to trust me? " I'm tired of arguing over the same thing " "Ok im done talking do whatever you want I'm just your wife " I leave the room.

Jo P.O.V

Great I've upset him again I find him sat in his office sending emails he looks up as I walk in "Here you want my phone see my messages? " he gives me his phone I take it and

He pulls me on to his lap "I love you" I say but he doesn't want to hear it. I give him his phone "Im sorry im sorry" he holds me close I can hear his heartbeat I fear he is close to walking out if I keep pushing him away I look at him and gently kiss him he kisses me I whisper to him "Lets go to bed" he speaks "I'm tired jo" "Zak " "I am and I have work to do" I leave him to it and go to bed alone.