Staying In Love With Zak Bagans , The Sequel To Falling In Love With Zak Bagans

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I put Zeb to bed, Zak is at his mums he is still undecided in what he wants and I also heard Lily is back in contact with him and I feel jealous she clearly wants him and I am scared he won't come back to me.

He comes round to take Zeb for the night and my worst fears come true he sits next to me "So is it true ?" He realises what im going to say. "Yes she is back in town she came to see me" hearing that hurts. "Is that why you won't come home? " he looks down " maybe" "Just be honest with me please I deserve that much" he gets up. Why does he always leave when the going gets tough ? "There is no easy way to say this but I want a divorce" "What are you serious ? Why ? Don't you love me anymore ?" He looks at me hands on hips "I want to date other people" every word is like a knife through my heart "You mean Lily? " he just shrugs his shoulders" I slap him im so mad he is furious with me I leave a red mark "What the hell you're crazy" "Get out I scream at him " " He stands there I said get out I start pushing him to the door.

I am heartbroken why is he still punishing me its not fair, I have cried most of the night, and start getting some pain over the hour it gets worse

Zak P.O.V

I have been out playing Poker with the boys, left my phone in the Car because Jo keeps phoning wanting reasons. Its late when I get back mum is still up the light is on as I walk through the door it looks like she has been crying. "I have been calling you why didn't you answer ?" I'm worried now. "Why what is wrong? " "Its jo she is in hospital" "What " I walk out and get back in my car driving to the hospital, I feel sick what happened, is she ok ? What about the baby ?" Why did I leave her alone she was upset im stupid sometimes. I park outside and run.

Jo P.O.V

I wake up and I'm in Hospital Zak is sat next to me in a chair , he speaks "Its ok the baby is fine" I'm so happy he takes my hand but I don't let him "I shouldn't have left you" "it's not your fault" I tell him as I take off my wedding ring "You might as well take it" I put it in his hand he looks upset but this is what he wants fine he can have a divorce and I will bring up the kids without him.