Staying In Love With Zak Bagans , The Sequel To Falling In Love With Zak Bagans

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I'm confused about what I want I do love Zak but a lot has happened and maybe he is right marriage is not working for us

Im so ready to have our baby girl only a couple of months to go

Zak P.O.V

Well I told her how I felt I followed Aaron's advice and thought she would run back into my arms but no she doesn't want me anymore and I don't blame her but I miss my boy and want to be involved in our new baby's life and she keeps shutting me out.

Jo P.O.V

I am picking Zeb up from Zak's mum im put him in his car seat and Zak pulls into the drive, he gets out and comes over to see his son taking him out of his seat "hey little man im going to miss you" he kisses him "How are you? " he says "I'm ok I was hoping we can talk Zak ?" He stands there "I told you now I know what you want there is nothing to talk about you made it clear that you don't want me back " I sigh "why can't you understand this has all been you, your the one who left me and had an affair" " I made a mistake I can't keep saying sorry" "I know but we can't move on from it I think we should have marriage counselling" he puts Zeb in his seat strapping him in turning to face me "Are you serious, no I don't want some stranger knowing my business and if we have to take that step then we might as well go our separate ways"

I bite my lip I'm getting nowhere with him "So what do you think we should do? " " I get that you don't trust me but I want to come home I love you but stop bringing up the past I promise I will never hurt you again" "I find it hard to believe you promised me on our wedding day" zak shuts the car door "I give up" he gets back in his car and reverses down the street. He frustrates me.