Staying In Love With Zak Bagans , The Sequel To Falling In Love With Zak Bagans

Chapter 32

Jo P.O.V

The look on his face when I told him to leave I can't forget it he was crying and hurt but what about me I lost my baby, our baby how could I not know I was pregnant.

Aaron drives Zak home to his kids his mum and Aaron leave he puts them to bed and sits in the dark in the lounge

A few days later Jo is home "Do you want a drink or another blanket ?" "Zak I'm fine will you stop fussing around me I'm not made of glass" he sits next to me "sorry will you be ok if I just go into work for a couple of hours"

The phone ringing wakes Jo its Zak's phone he left it at home its A message from Lily a photo of her in her Underwear "Waiting for you x"

I throw the phone at him as he walks into the Kitchen "Something you want to tell me ?" He reads the message and closes his eyes for a minute "When you collapsed I was with Lily" I interrupt him raising my voice "You were sleeping with her ! ! while I was losing the baby" he stands there "No it wasn't like that she tried to get me into bed" "Was she worth it Zak ?" I lose control I slap him " I have done nothing wrong" he grabs my hand as I try to hit him again "I lost our baby and your still having an affair" he lets go of my hands "I lost a baby too you know" I walk away from him upstairs.

He follows me "We can try again" I turn to him "I don't want another baby i wanted this baby I break down in tears. Is he sleeping with her again ?. I sit on the floor in the bedroom crying as he kneels down next to me "I'm sorry" he whispers holding me. "Your going to leave me " "No I won't I love you just don't shut me out It hurts me too" "I find that hard to believe when you're playing happy families with her" He wipes my tears away with his hand "that's not fair" "I lost the baby and you don't care " "Of course I care you can't blame me for this" "It hurts Zak" he pulls me closer to him.