Judgemental Society #1: My Hot Sugar Daddy

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The moment she said that.. I stopped for a moment. She's a what?! My blood boil. I look at her, and see fear in her eyes.

"Shh. Come here." I pull her closer to mine and hugged her. "Shh.. I'm here." I told her so that she'll calm down. But it didn't work.

"N-Nung nasa Ospital si Papa.." I hear her sobs. And I felt that my heart is broken down into pieces. "You don't have to tell me your past, tanggap kita, mahal kita, I'm here."

"Bago mamatay, s-si Papa, m-my U-Uncle.. and m-my o-other unc-cle." She burried her head in my chest. "Shh, it's okay, I'm listening, I'm just here, don't force yourself to tell me everything." I cupped her cheeks and planted a kiss on her forehead.

"H-Hinila niya ako, tinakpan niya y-yung bibig ko.." I feel her pain. "T-Tinutukan nila ako ng k-kutsilyo sa l-leeg ko. Tapos, h-hinawakan niya y-yung d-dibdib ko. H-hinalikan n-nila ako sa l-leeg pababa, s-sa..." Her sobs got even louder. "P-Pinasok n-nila y-yung.." She's trembling, Fuck! "Pinasok nila y-yung a-ari nila s-sa a-akin. Masakit. M-May d-dugong lumalabas sa a-akin. T-Tapos, t-tinakot nila ako, p-patayin daw n-nila si M-Mama kapag, n-nagsumbong a-ako. S-Sabi nila w-wala daw maniniwala s-sa akin k-kase w-wala akong pera."

"T-Tuwing g-gabi, napapanaginipan k-ko yung g-ginawa nila s-sa akin, g-gusto kong gumanti, gusto kong bawiin yung nawala sa akin, pero paano? W-Wala akong p-pera Leonardo."

I removed some strands of her hair before answering her. "No, this time, maniniwala na sila sayo, kasama mo na ako, gagantihan natin sila."

"Natatakot ako."

Just one word and I instantly hug her tight.

"I'm here baby, kung ang hustisya ay di lumalapit sa atin. Tayo ang lalapit sa hustisya."

"Hindi mo naiintindihan Leonardo. Baka may gawin siya sayo. Kung ako nga muntik na nilang patayin, paano ka pa kaya?"

"No, hindi, hindi nila ako mapapatay, kase sila ang unang mamatay bago ako."

"Delikado."

She's concerned, of course she just confessed, she loves me.

"I don't care, I don't give a fuck. I'm merciless when they hurt my love ones." She just look at me with confused eyes.

"P-Patayin mo ba sila?"

"No, not yet, hahayaan muna kita sa gusto mong gawin sa kanila. And then kapag tapos ka na, Itsy turn to let them suffer, hindi sapat ang kamatayan para mga gagong katulad nila."

"Leo."

"Shh, don't be scared love."

"Ganto lang talaga ako kapag nababanas na ako."

I form my fist into a ball. Fuck kailangan jong tiisin yung galit ko, I don't want to turn into a monster infront of her, I might scared her more.

"You should sleep."

"Ikaw din, kailangan mo na din matulog, maguumaga na, wala ka pang pahinga. Matulig na tayo."

"Maliligo muna ako."

Sabay kaming umakyat sa kwarto. Siya ay naghahanap ng damit pamalit dahil namatsahan ng dugo ang kaniyang damit dahil sa pagyakap sa akin. Habang ako ay dumeretso sa CR. I take off my clothes, close my eyes. Control yourself, Leonardo, control, hindi ka pwedeng magalit sa harap niya baka kung ano ang isipin niya.

I form my fist into a ball again and punch the wall. 

I open the shower and let the water drop nlin the floor, para isipin niyang naliligo ako. Kinuha ko ang phone ko and call Fynn. "Flynn, I have mission for you."

"What is it boss?"

"Find someone for me, and that someone is Phaedra's uncle."

With that I ended the call and take a shower. Nilagay ko sa basurahan ang damit na may dugo.

I took a cold shower, para medyo kumalma ako, but it's not working, everytime na maalala ko ang sakit na naranasan ni Phaedra, her cries, her sobs, her pain. Naranasan niya lahat yon, hindi niya deserve yon but that fucker... I want him to suffer until death come to him.

Naniniwala ako na sa bawat kahayupan, kagaguhan, at kalokohan, kamatayan ang nararapat nilang maranasan. But Phaedra, ibang hustisya ang gusto niyang mangyari, makulong? No, hindi sapat yon para sa sakit, at lungkot na nadala nito sa isang tao. Kung makukulong ang uncle niya, hindi pa rin sapat yon para suklian ang lahat.

Lumabas ako ng CR ng nakadamit na. To my surprise Phaedra is already asleep. I come closer to her and kiss her forehead. May bakas pa ng mga luha ang kaniyang mukha.

Suddenly my phone rings. It's from Flynn.

"Boss, nahanao ko na Boss."

"Great, send me the file."

"Boss mas maganda kung iaabot ko sa inyo ng personal, kase medyo magugulat kayo sa malalaman niyo dito."

"I'll be there in 5 minutes, send me your location."

I dressed immediately when I receive his text.

I got my car key and drive fast on the area where he was. Nang makarating ako sa kinaroroonan ni Flynn. "Boss." He called me and I went near him. "I found put something." He handed me the folder, I opened it up.

MARIO CASTILLO...

I read his name, I repeated it few more times before Flynn announced something.

"He's one of the man who killed your father and mother." When I heard what he said I laid my eyes on him. "You're not kidding right?"

He shook his head. "This is a serious matter Boss, I won't joke around with you when it comes to your parents." Right! I'm fucking trusting this one.

"He killed my mom and dad? For fucking what reason?!" Then I shouted. I can't contain my anger anymore. "Why?! Bakit sa lahat pa ng papatay sa magulang ko tito pa ni Phaedra?!"

"Fuck! What group is he belong?! What group?!!" Hinilot ko ang sintido ko. Naramdaman kong umigting ang panga ko because of fucking anger.

"Get your guns, call all the team, huhulihin natin siya. There's no way he can escape this time."