Her Stormy Seasons (Vitality Series #1) | ✓

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tw: sexual harassment, physical abuse.

"David..." I was wondering where he'll take me. I just let him pulled me with him. Wala akong ideya kung ano ang plano niya, pero may tiwala ako sa kaniya. Buong-buo ang tiwala ko sa kan'ya.

He smiled devilishly. I hit him on his arms but that didn't stop him. He tickles me using his fingers, he did not stop until I lost my balance. Natumba ako sa damuhan.

My smile suddenly faded when I realized our position. I felt uncomfortable, I know he noticed that but he didn't stand up. Lalo niya pang inilapit ang sarili niya sa akin.

I was just staring at him with wide eyes. Anong gagawin niya?

I saw how his turned into something. Ang mga maamo niyang mata ay biglang naging agresibo sa aking paningin. Those dark eyes.. He looks like a monster.

I shivered when I felt his hands on my thighs. I was shocked by his sudden moves. I felt his lips on mine. That kiss was not passionate that does not resembles his way of kissing me before. Hindi siya ganito humalik. Hindi ito normal. Wala akong naramdaman na pagmamahal sa ginawa niyang iyon. That's... That's lust.

Naramdaman kong tumaas ang kamay niya. His hands travel to inner thighs. That doesn't feel right.

"David," I pushed him but that didn't stop him.

He kept on kissing my jaw until he reaches my nape, sucking it and leaving a mark.

"David!" I yelled and pushed him but he's way more stronger than me, so that did not help.

He touched me down there. He grind himself to me. H-He'll rape me? I pushed him with all might, with all the strength I had, pero hindi man lang siya natinag.

"Please, David, I'm not ready for this." I said, placing my hands on his chest so he couldn't be closer to me.

"Be ready for me, then." I saw his lips rose, forming an evil smirk.

"No. We're not ready for this, David. Stop this. Hindi ko gusto 'to." I begged.

"Gugustuhin mo!" matigas na sabi niya. Parang hindi siya ang lalaking minahal ko. Parang hindi siya ang David na kilala ko. "You told me you love me." he said. I nodded. Yes, I love him... So much. Pero hindi ko siya kayang pagbigyan sa ganito. Not now. "Give it to me, Icy." He kept touching me on my private part. Nagpumiglas ako pero wala na akong nagawa nang tuluyan na niya akong mahubaran.

"Please.. Please.. No.. No.. David, please.." I pleaded. Tears were already pooling my eyes, reason why I have a blurry vision. I couldn't even wipe away my tears because he's holding my hands up. "Is that love, David? Pagmamahal ba talaga ang mayroon ka para sa akin? That's not love, that's lust." I said while sobbing. Love is a lot different from lust.

"Girlfriend kita. You should always try your best to make me happy. Liligaya ako rito. Pagbigyan mo na ako."

Naimulat ko ang aking mata. Takot na takot ako at mabibigat ang paghinga ko. I held my chest to calm myself down. I shifted on the other side as I wiped my tears.

"It's okay, Icy. That's just a bad dream." I said while hugging the pillow, trying to calm myself. "That won't happen again." I whispered to myself.

I still manage to go to school, kahit mabigat ang pakiramdam ko at hindi ko alam kung anong parte ng katawan ko ang masakit.

Parang mabigat ang ulo ko at hindi ako mapakali sa ingay ng mga kaklasi ko. Naiilang ako at natatakot ako sa tuwing mapansin kong may nakatingin sa akin.