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Kabanata 12

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GREY

DALAWANG bagay lang ang hindi ko kinaliligtaan sa buhay. Una, ang laging dala ang baril ko. Pangalawa, ang pumasok at maipit sa isang sitwasyon na alam kong hindi na ako makakalabas pa ng buhay. Sa pagdikit ng dibdib ni Julanie sa braso ko, para nung winasak ang pangalawang bagay na hindi ko kinaliligtaan.

I'd underestimated her. Ang buong akala ko, tatanggi siya sa hamon ko na patunayan yung nakita ko, pero talagang palaban siya. Magtataka pa ba ako, she accepted the challenge this morning without batting an eye, at pumasok sa school ng naka commando. Ito pa kaya na hawakan lang ako. Alam ko naman na hindi ko siya kayang i-handle, pero hinayaan ko pa din ang naninigas kong pagkalalaki ang manguna sa akin. At ito ang resulta, I've never been so worked up before. Until now. Until Julanie.

Grey the rebellious son, the fierce boss and merciless killer, but unable to control a girl half his size?

My mamma used to say that a woman is like a gun, it's all about how you hold her. I knew how to hold
a gun expertly— but I have no idea how to handle a woman. I knew damned well how to f*cked them but never to hold or to handle them. Pero isa lang ang natitiyak ko, no matter how powerful and how much experience men had. Women always ended up in control. At hindi ko hahayaan na umabot ako sa ganung sitwasyon, na babae ang magkokontrol sa akin. Hindi ko sasambahin si Julanie, katulad ng ginagawa ng karamihan ng mga lalaki sa kanya, at pinipilit na makuha ang atensyon niya.

Gusto kong matawa, pero hindi ako natutuwa. Walang may nakakatuwa lalo na sa sitwasyon namin ngayon. The sexual tension between us was getting too heavy and uncontrollable. I didn't like feeling out of control and I didn't like it when things didn't go as I planned. Julanie wasn't in my plans. And I definitely felt a progressive weakness toward her. Napamura ako sa sarili ng paulit ulit sa realisasyong yun.

"Kita mo na Grey, wala lang talaga yun," pagmamalaki niya. Breathless and trembling, Julanie looked up at me through eyes filled with desire. Her hands still rested on my cheek.

I wanted to control her and made her twist after I'd spent the whole goddamn day agonising and trying to drive her naked ass from my head. Pero hindi man lang siya natinag sa panghahamon ko. Ang sabi niya chaste at walang ibig sabihin ang hawak niya, habang ako ilang segundo na lang mawawalan na ng kakayahan na kontrolin ang natitira kong katinuan at hawakan siya kahit saang parte ng katawan niya. Honestly, I didn't give a single f*ck kahit sino pa ang lalaking hawakan niya. But seeing her holding someone else. It pissed me off to no end.

"Then stop looking at me like that." I noticed my own breathing was sounding almost as uneven. The realization made me think the touch had affected me almost as much as it had affected her.

Gusto kong magsindi ng blunt para lang may dahilan ako upang lumabas ng sasakyan at mailayo ang sarili ko sa kanya. Kapag ginawa ko naman yun para ko na ding ipinakita na kinakaya niya ako, that she made me restless, and I protested to do that over a damn immature hold from this girl. No, not a girl but a woman," I reminded and convinced myself. "A woman, Grey."

"Excuse me? Paanong tingin?" she asked, blinking her eyes. Despite the unclear, confused expression in her big brown eyes, she still looks attractive. And I never thought a stunned look could get me so f*cking horny. Heat creeped beneath my skin like I was an overheated car engine. I removed my suit jacket and rolled up my long sleeves, pinagpapawisan ako kahit pa naka on ang aircon ng sasakyan.

"Yung tingin na umaasa kang hahalikan kita," sabi ko habang pabalibag na ni-uunbutton ang magkasunod na butones sa may leegan, doon ko ibinuhos ang sexual frustration ko.