Answers Of My Heart (completed)

Chapter Twenty Eight

Chapter twenty-eight: keep me close.

"I'm not letting you go." Jake manage to whisper. Our eyes open to meet each other. His blue eyes searching for a answer,maybe a simple response. I just did not know what to say. Not even what to feel.

"I'm wrong. What Melody did was far more worse than what happen that night. I-I just want to forget the past right now. I don't want to do this. I can't bare us arguing. Tori, I trust you. I should have never said that. I just can't risk losing you. I was being a complete dick.It took me so long to realize I wanted and love you,now I'm not ready to give that away."Jake said. He kept searching for a response. I simply closed my eyes. I don't want to lose Jake. The fact that when things finally get calm and happy, something bad eventually happens. I guess it's true,you know,the saying after joy is sorrow.

"Please say something" he begged,as he rest his head in the crook of my neck. I pulled him to face me. I looked into his eyes and whispered "I just don't want to lose you."

He cupped my cheeks in his hands and smiled. "You not going to" he replied. We stood there for a while. Simply looking into each other's eyes. Our lips met slowly. Sparks flew as I felt his soft lips on mine. The feeling of a burning desire in the pit of my stomach. I continued to kiss him softly. Savoring this moment, even though it turns out it is not out last kiss. My eyes slowly open. At that moment my gaze met with his crystal blue eyes. God curse those eyes. They were so beautifully blue that I felt as if I could possible drown in them a hundred times. I could have melt right there. The feel of his lips on mine felt right,it felt perfect. It felt intoxicating,as our lips moved in sync. Jake began to bring his hands back up to cup my cheeks in his palms and kiss me,oh,so slowly.

Possible the sweetest kiss I've ever had. Then again, the only kiss I have ever wanted to have. The kiss that's been on my mind for weeks. His hands traveled up and down my body. As his lips traveled to my neck. My eyes rolled back. He picked me up,as I wrapped my legs around his torso.

He placed me against the wall and continued to kiss me. A bit more faster. I began to pull off his sweat shirt. Finally getting It off, all was left was his bare muscular chest. I ran my hands on his chest and he looked into my eyes. I smiled and gently grabbed his neck to pull him closer to me. His hands traveled up my waist under my tank top. Eventually he took it off.

He picked me up and placed me on the bed. He looked over my body. I started to tug at his sweats. He started to laugh at my gesture.

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My phone alarm started to vibrate. I opened my eyes and grabbed my phone. The time said 4:40pm. I put my phone back down and rubbed my eyes. The room was kind of dark because my shade was closed. I sat up pulling the cover more on my body. I looked over and saw Jake sleeping. I laid back down closer to him. I rest my had on his cheek and rest my forehead next to his. He smiled at my gesture. He pulled my body closer with his arm.

"I could just lay here all night" I sighed. Jake place a soft kiss on my lips. " I could to but we just can't" he said pulling me into reality. I have that group to meet with at six. I really can't let aunt Lindsey down. I got up and grabbed my robe.

" I need to get ready and you sir have a game night with your friends." I said putting my hair in a ponytail. He hid his head in the covers and sighed.

"What if I just want to lay here."

"Fine lay there I'll just be out there in the world-"

"No, I want you next to me." He said cutting me off.

"Stop being a baby! You was just talking about how we can't lay there forever. Don't make me smack some sense in you" I said walking into my bathroom. "Fine" he said from the other room. I stepped in the shower and began to apply soap to my body. I heard my room door open then close,which meant Jake left. By the time I finish shower, I started looking for something to put on. I put on my shorts, my gray short sleeve shirt that has a black pocket,some boots,black beanie, and a red and black lumber jack shirt around my waist.