Answers Of My Heart (completed)

Chapter seven

Chapter seven- hurt

I got up this morning and got dressed for school. the time said six thirty. When I was putting on my skinny jeans, Jake text me. "Please speak to me" read the text, I closed my eyes feeling my heart drop. I put my phone down and put on my body hugging  T-shirt. I put my hair down and wavy. When I finish getting ready, I headed down stairs ate then headed to my car. I reached at school at eight o'clock. I went to my locker and get my books. I saw Jake making his way down the hall. I tried to fit in my locker but  My butt could not slide in.

Instead I grabbed my bag and made my way down the hall. "Tori!" he shouted, a few people behind me. I speed up and went into the dance room. I dropped my book bag down and leaned my back against the wall. I buried my face in my hands and slowly slid down on the floor. My heart started racing. Especially when I thought about Jake. I closed my eyes and went right back to when Jennifer slammed me into the wall of the bathroom. That moment I forgot how to breath. I felt helpless as they kicked me.

I quickly stood up and turned on the radio. Guy by Lady gaga was playing. I got in position and waited for the beat. When the beat came, I moved my body in sync. I did everything I rehearsed last week. clearing my mind. I made the music take over. Making my hips sway side to side. The song stopped and Demi lavato only shorty came on. I dance around and lip sang. suddenly I felt two firm hands that sent a tingle up my sides. The person turned me around and lifted my chin. His blue eyes pierced mine. The music came to a stop. "Why are you avoiding me?" said Jake, His intoxicating mint breath made me unable to speak. I looked at his lips then at him quickly.

A tear came down my eyes as he looked at me. I pulled away and picked up my book bag. "I-I can't.. I'm sorry" I stammered, I quickly made my way out the dance room.

"T, please!" I could hear him say"

I ran off to my class.

***

The day went by pretty fast finally last period and I have lunch. I went to the library and sat down. My eyes were red and filled with tears. "Hey T, look I'm sorry" said a voice, I looked up and saw Jason. He looked concerned. He took a seat next to me and pulled me into a hug. "T, what's wrong?" he asked, I pulled away.

"Nothing I'm fine! I'm always fine" I said,knowing it was a lie. He open his mouth to say something but I started speaking. "It really hurt to see you just leave me like that Jason. I'm sorry you are changing and I'm not. I wish you understood me like you use to. In this case my heart does not heart because of only that" I said, leaving the library.

"Tori!" he shouted, running up to me.

"What?!" I said, coming to a stop and turning to him.

"You my best friend and like a little sister to me. Tori,I don't want to hurt you" he said.

"I'm fed up of everything, Jason I'm just so conf-" I started saying, but he cut me off and pulled me into a hug. When we hugged,I felt safe and happy to have Jason back. "Hey I don't like Jennifer anymore!" he said, exiting the school. I was confused.

"Why the sudden change of heart?" I asked, stopping in front of my car.

"T, she physically hurt my little sister" he said, with a annoyed look.

"You have a sister?" I asked, while being sarcastic.

"You know I'm talking about you" he said.

"See you later" I said, getting in my car and driving away.

***

I was home watching Tom and Jerry. No matter how old I get, I still love them. I was grabbing a piece of my cake when the bell rang. I groaned in annoyance. I still got up any way. when I opened the door it was Jake. I tried to close back the door but he put his foot in the way. His eyes hooked mine and never left, as he closed the door.

"Tori I can't take this anymore. you are destroying me. Please, tell me why you are avoiding me. Tell me because it's hurting me" He said, walking closer to me. I felt my heart race and tears being born in my blue eyes. "Don't you think I'm hurt too. Jake I don't want this ! I want thing back  but they...." I trailed off. I leaned my back on the wall and slowly made my way to the ground. Tears escaped my eyes and my hair hid my face. I started feeling very different.

"you are my best friend. I only care about what you want T. Forget what they said. I want us again. I want to be able to sneak in you room and throw water on you. I want to be there when you need a fat shoulder to cry on" he said kneeling down by my side. He took the hair in my face and tucked it behind my ears. slightly brushing my ears. when he touched me I felt a tingle. My heart started beating faster and faster. He put his lips next to ear then said "please forgive me T". The words made me Shiver. I looked at him and he wiped away my tears.

" I don't forgive you" I said, His face looked shock.

" I have nothing to forgive you for. you did not cause me to shut you-" I started saying, that's when Jake place his hands on my neck and asked me what happen. I got really quiet and pulled away. He pulled me closer to his body and asked me one more time.

I explained to him exactly what happen in the bathroom. His hands got tighter around me. "This is why I was afraid to speak to you" I said closing my eyes and laying my head on his chest.

"Don't worry about Jennifer. As long as I have you she will never touch you again. I will help her untangle her clip ins" he said

" everyone after her clip ins" I said, we both burst into laughter. Jake stood up and helped me up. I better get going. I'm moving" he said, with a smile. Why is moving away a good thing.

" Why are you moving and where?" I asked, stepping to him.

"Don't worry you will see" he said, giving me a hug and heading out the house.

Every time he smile I feel so happy. When he touches me I get a rush of pleasure. When I'm with him I can't stop smiling or feeling safe. I leaned against my door and closed my eyes. "I have feeling for Jake?" I asked myself in a whisper. "I like Jake I finally" said making sure it's true.

I will update Wednesdays and  Sunday's. I just really wanted to update today. Yes, there will be a update tomorrow (Wednesday)