Answers Of My Heart (completed)

Chapter twenty-five

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Chapter twenty-five:dirty little secrets

Later on that night,Natalie and I just ordered pizza. We sat in the living room and watch The polar express. I felt so lost. Just as I thought things were back to normal with Zayn , I end up hurting him. I should have just told him about Jake and I. I tried calling him today but he did not answer. I closed my eyes and pulled my head under the covers that was on me. I hate that every time I get happy something comes up and mess things up.

Jake has been texting me but I have been avoiding him. I don't want him to know that I'm not happy. I just want to forget about this. If I keep ignoring him he would eventually -"

"Who could that be" asked Natalie as she got up off the chair.

"Jake?" Said Natalie surprised and also warning me.I signaled her to tell him I'm not home .

"Where is Tori?"he asked

"She is not -"

"Don't lie to me Nat" said Jake. By the sound of this voice I could tell he gave her the knowing look. I signed and walked to the door. Natalie shook her head and headed back to the living room.

"What's going on?"whispered Jake as he came inside and followed me upstairs.

" nothing " I said as I sat at the edge of my bed.

"I mean when you were not replying to me I got worried" he said standing up In front of me with his hand on my cheek. I closed my eyes by his cool touch.

" I just don't want to worry about hurting anyone" I whispered. Jake took a seat next to me.

"I just got you back. Well, we all just got you back. I don't want you stressing yourself out. I just need you to relax and take everything easy. I sat there and looked Jake in his eyes. Slowly developing this feeling I never felt before. I shook my head and laid my head on his shoulders.

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The week went by pretty fast. Same class discussions and mr.Richard telling us ways sex can damage us. I sat on my bed this Saturday evening drawing. I have not caught myself doing this in a very long time. I got a blast on my phone saying there is a party tonight. We usually always have a party in the beginning of the school year. I locked my phone and continued drawing. Suddenly the bell rang. I met with Natalie in the hall way she looked at me just as confused.

I looked through a crack in the curtain by the door and saw Jason. Natalie slowly backed away from the door and shook her head. I was honestly confused. "Please tell him I'm not here !" She whispered tears coming to her eyes as she ran up stairs.

What's going on ?

I opened the front door. "Tori ..." Jason said tears coming to his eyes. I have been seeing him like this a lot since school started. I wanted so badly to hate him for the way he spoke to me the night of my incident. I honestly could not find all that anger I had before. I quickly brought him into a hug just like he did earlier this week.

"I'm S-sorry. I-i just was n-never there for you anymore" he said stumbling on his words.

"Look" I said softly as I took a seat on the steps outside. Jason did the exact same. "I'm not going to just smile and say everything is okay between us. You dropped me the minute you and Natalie started. You slowly stopped caring about what I had to say. In the process breaking your promise. After dad died I felt like I was losing you all and I just don't understand -"