Answers Of My Heart (completed)

Chapter Fourteen

CHAPTER fourteen: "our little secret"

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When I came out the shower, I sat on my bed. So much occupied my mind. I kept thinking about him. What he said yesterday played over in my head. I can't help it, getting over emotional at times. I still feel very hurt. Every time I try to promise myself I would not crying, I cry. A tear was about to escape my eyes, when a soft knock was at the door. I looked at the door as it slowly open. I saw Natalie crying. I got up fully aware, I'm just wrapped in my towel. I open my arms and she hugged me. I missed hugging my best friend. No matter how much I want to be mad at her I really can't. Me seeing her cry like this hurts me. Tears came to my eyes also.

"Please forgive me" she sobbed, I hugged her tighter.

"Why didn't you tell me Nat" I said, my crying became uncontrollable.

She pulled away and sat on my bed. She buried her face in her hands. "I did not want to tell anyone yet. I wanted to make sure we are ready. Soon my feelings for him became stronger. I caught myself with him more. I asked him to keep it from everyone for a while. He ended up telling on of his buddies and news travels. I also did not want to tell you because I was scared you would not want us to date. I did not want to choose between anything.." She said, her crying got harder, and breathing heavy. I sat next to her and hugged her. I would never tell you who to date or not. Even if I some how don't like. Be with Jason. I want you to be happy." I said, holding her hand.

Natalie smile slowly faded. She eyes watered. She looks even more hurt. I place my hands on

her shoulder. "What's wrong?" I asked.

"We.. broke up" she said, she got up and headed to the door. "What do you mean broke up? why?" I asked feeling completely confused. "T, can we talk about this later? I don't feel well" she said when she left my room, I got dressed. I put on some high waist shorts, a black Crop top that said wild, and my black converse. I took my hair out the bun. Letting it out and wavy. I went downstairs and decided to go speak to Jake. I won't tell him I love him . I want to get things back. I want him to hold me and tell me how short I am. I need this because he has been the only thing on my mind.

The night he kissed me was not like how my other kisses were. This was special, I felt it. The way the butterflies crashed my nervous walls like no other before is because of him. Jake woods is the boy I love. I reached his door and knocked it. when my hands touch the door,it opened. I slowly pushed it open." hello? Jake are you here. I walked in a bit. Passing the living room, I heard moaning, and giggles. I turned back to the living room.

"Jake? Oh my gosh! I'm so...." I said making my way back to the front door. What I just saw completely made me unable to breath. Jake as taking melody on the couch. The freaking couch!

"Tori, wait!" screamed Jake, I ignored him. All I needed, or wanted to do is run out of there. I ran down the street bumping into a hard chest. I looked up and saw Carter. Carter was my ex boyfriend bout last year. I broke up with him because I want time alone. Carter has hazel eyes, soft brown hair, he is muscular,and is 6'4. Carter helped me up,and placed his hand on my cheek.

"Tori are you okay?" he asked, concern crossed his eyes. I am guessing he notice I was crying. He whipped away my tears. I pulled away and said "I'm fine, really" I lied. As i was about to walk away he pulled me back. He lifted my chin to look in his eyes.

"Tori I still care about you" he said in his deep voice.

"Why Carter? I broke your heart. I broke up with you because I thought I need space-"