Answers Of My Heart (completed)

chapter five

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"Its raining,I'm not going" said Jake taking a seat on the couch.

"Dude she is the hottest girl in school" Said Jason

"Hmm hottest?" I said sarcastically, and taking a seat next to Jake.

"You know what I  mean.." replied Jason.

"How do I know that I only met three Girls in school" said Jake, while playing with my hair.

"Boy if you don't stop fake braiding my hair" I said, pretending to be mad. He got up a threw his hand up. "Tori don't you get why I don't want to go" He asked me.

"Her opinion don't count" said Jason, stopping me from answering Jake.

"Why not?" asked Jake

"She does not like-"

"Okay, she is a total slut! She hates me, she'd had it out for me since kindergarten. One word describes her bitc-" I said, Jake cut me off by placing his hands on my mouth. "That's a ugly word for a girl like you" he whispered in my ears.

"Tori is right, she is stuck up and slept with almost every boy in school. No one can get in her way of what she wants" Said Natalie, as she walked pass us and headed up to my room. "You do art,right?" asked Jake, I nodded and he ran upstairs to Natalie. I did not mind until i remember my art of him is hung over my desk. "No!" I screamed and ran upstairs. He turned to see why I said no and I pinned him to the ground. I was on top of him with my hands holding down his arms. "Nope there is something in there you should not see" I said,out of breath. He raised a eyebrow. "Why?" he asked "Uh, no reason just not right now" I said, as he sat up. I was still awkwardly sitting on him and we were face to face. I turned red and tried to get up. He pulled me back and chuckles at my face. "your face is lit up like a Christmas light" he said, dieing with laughter.

"Guys Do y'all want to-" said Jason, making his way to us. "Or you can do this that's fine with me" He said falling to the floor in laughter. I got up and went downstairs to open the door. "Hi T!" said Jennifer at the door. " um is Jake here?" She asked being really nice. I felt type scared. Jake was behind the door begging me to not say he was here. That's when I remember rule one of friendship, do everything and anything to protect them from danger.

"I'm sorry but-" I started saying, suddenly got interrupted.

"yea he is here" said Jason, pushing me to the side. I rolled my eyes and went in the kitchen.

Natalie told me she has to go home and meet her aunt. When she left I'm guessing Jake left. Jason came in the kitchen." Tori stop trying to not make him like her. Just because you don't like her" said Jason, he left the house and slammed the door. I slowly went and loved the door. My house is four stories, I decided to go into the attic. The attic had a section with books,a mini fridge, and a huge purple couch. I took off the lights and laid on the couch.

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"I always interfered? Last time I checked He wanted me to lie! I hate that no matter how much I try everyone blames me! Why me?" I screamed, while sitting up. Exactly my point, when I said " we all can believe  our friendships are forever" in my diary. I have lost three bestfriends in my life time. My very first one moved away from school, The second moved to another country, and my very third one well.. I rather not say. Jason and Natalie was and is all I have. Jason HE is slowly changing,We argue alot more. when I went to my room, I sat on my bed. Tears filled my eyes. When I cry I don't cry be cause of one thing. Everything over the years that have hurt me cross my mind and make me cry harder. I hid my face in my pillows and closed my eyes. That's when I remembered my grandmother's words. "Crying alone is better than crying with the people who act like they like you. Stop trying to change because the people who don't appreciate you want you to change. That's when I heard something hit my window.