Kidnap My Heart // greyson chance. (( E D I T I N G ))

Chapter 23: Two Years Of Misery

CHAPTER 23: Two Years Of Misery

It's been two years...

Two years when I last saw him....

Two years when I received his last text....

In other words, TWO YEARS OF MISERY.

I don't get it. Until now, I still don't. He promised. He promised me that he'd come back for me. We kissed. Doesn't that mean he feels the same way?

Well, let's get this straight now. I'm over him. Completely over him.

I can't believe I'd actually think that my life would magically turn into a fairytale. I was clearly wrong. Ever since, I received his last text message, he changed his phone number. I have no more contact of him.

Well, yes. Sometimes, I see him on interviews on the television. I saw his performances too, in TV that is. He's changed. A lot. And he doesn't seem to be bothered about me. Maybe he just played with my feelings.

While I waited for a a year and a half for his come back. I was hoping that someday he would walk in front my door step and tell me he loved me and gave me that magical kiss I've been dying for. Well, as you see, THIS IS REALITY. And I've only come to realize that a few months ago.

He's a super famous popstar now. He wouldn't want anything to do with me. Lots of girls all over the world are practically throwing themselves at him.

I seriously shoudn't be torturing myself by thinking about him too much. It just pains me. But I'm over him. Not fully, but eventually will. But his face, his rosy cheeks, his freckles. They just keep playing again and again inside my mind like a broken record.

I'm definitely going crazy.

Well, let's not talk about him anymore. It would just break my broken heart even more. So, tomorrow's my birthday. I'm turning fifteen. Though, I really don't want to. I mean, I don't want to grow up. I want to be like Peter Pan, to say as a kid forever.

Well, then again... THIS IS REALITY.

Sucks to be in real life. Maybe, if this wasn't reality, I'd be a werewolf. Or a vampire. Like Edward, that sparkles under the sun. Yes, that would be cool.

    "Honey, stop staring at the ceiling like a mad man, and eat your food." Mom said.  

 Oh I didn't tell you I was in the middle of eating dinner? Must've slipped out. Well at least, you know now!      

"Okay, mom." I responded to her, as I picked up my spoon and fork and began nibbling on dinner.      

*

I heard hushed mumbling around the room. Wait, aren't I in my room? Why is there mumbling? .    

"GO AWAY!" I screamed, turned around and hugged my pillow.    

"Ali..." Someone whispered.    

I froze. It was a boy. A boy's voice.    

What if... it was him? What if he came back? What if he remembers me? What if he's still in love with me? What if...    

The curiousity was killing me so I opened my eyes slowly and sat on the bed.    

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ALLISON!!" They all screamed in delight.    

There wasn't too many people in the room. Just my aunt (she moved in to take care of me 2 years ago), Katie and Austin. The people I loved the most.    

I let out a smile. Well this wasn't expected. "Here you go, dear! Breakfast in bed! After that, you can go change up and we're spending the day together!!" Katie said enthusiasthically, as she lay a tray full of food on my bedside table.    

I smiled again and nodded. They all left the room except for Austin.    

"Happy 15th birthday, princess." he whispered and kissed my forehead. My eyes followed him as he left the room.    

Have I mentioned that me and Austin have been getting really close lately? He's just so nice and I can't help but think why I didn't just fall for him instead. I mean he's just right here in front of me.    

But I can't. As much as I want to, I can't. I have to admit that there's still part of me that hopes to see him. No matter how hard it is for me, I can't help but still like him a bit.    

Oh my stupid heart. Why can't you just fall for Austin?    

I shrug the thought off and noticed the smell of bacon on my bedside table. Okay, let's eat this!      

*   

"You're so cute, Ali!!" Katie shrieked as I made my way downstairs.    

I snorted a bit and rolled my eyes. My dyed blonde hair, yes I dyed my hair blonde last year, was in curls. I wore a purple beanie and a purple, long sleeved top. I was wearing black shorts and black heels.    

I ignored her remark and made my way to Austin.    

He noticed my presence and smiled at me. "Let's go?" he said and held out his hand. I gladly took it and smiled. "Thanks for being so nice." I whispered to him.    

I swear he mumbled something after that but I just shook it off.    

I don't know where we were off to, they don't want to tell me. Austin and I were taking the lead, hand in hand. Katie pouted in the back, while walking.    

I laughed at her and held out my hand. Now all three of us were hand in hand. I was in the middle.     Suddenly I got bumped.    

I fell to the ground. I looked at the person who bumped me in anger. He was wearing a hoodie and his shades fell to the ground. Wait, those brown hazelnut eyes. I know those. It can't be...    

"Watch where you're going!" he snapped in that oh-so familiar voice. He quickly got up and ran to the opposite direction where we were going.    

"Who the hell does he think he is?!" Austin snapped, helding a hand out for me to grab so he could pull me up.    

"I-" I started, "I think I know."    

Katie smirked evilly, "Who? We're gonna get back at him!!"    

"I'm not sure but I think it's..."  I gulped.        

".....greyson."                

Hi guys! I'm so sorry that this took so long! It's been almost a moth and I'm so sorry! I truly am!! Well,  here's the next chapter for you, lovely people!! Oh and tomorrow's my sister's 18th birthday! Expect an update next week. I'm actually not supposed to be doing this because today was the start of school and I have homework. But this idea popped in my mind and I just had to write it because I hate writer's block, really.

This is dedicated to @Greychelle_1214 since she commented on the last chapter first! Thank you for reading my book, dear!

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 [Edited on: 02/10/13]