Kidnap My Heart // greyson chance. (( E D I T I N G ))

Chapter 6: The Monster

CHAPTER 6: The Monster

Greyson's POV

Katie. She asked me out.

I said yes. But. I don't feel anything for her.

I don't like her. I don't.

Why did I even say yes? A lot was on my mind.

Okay. Allison was the only one on my mind then. She had a boyfriend. And now I'm going out with Katie. I never expected her to like me anyway. I've been nothing but mean to her.

So, do I like her? I have absolutely no idea if I like her. I've never liked a girl before and I don't know how it feels like.

Sure, I've had a million of girlfriends before, but I only used them. I just used them to pour out my pain and suffering to them.

No one wanted to be friends with me. They were usually just slaves to me. People I command to do something. I'm a stuck-up brat, I know. 

I am a troublemaker. I'm not even supposed to be here. I'm just a mistake, as my older sister always says.

Wondering why? Okay. Let me tell you.

Before I was born, my family was happy. They were always cheerful. Everyone had smiles. But then, when I was born, m-my mom died.

She died giving birth to me. 

My older sister, she always calls me a monster. She tells me that I've killed my mom and that I shouldn't even have been born.

I've never had a decent family meal with them. Never. I always ate out. Away from my sister and my father. They don't care about me anyway.

I'm a monster.

When I met Ali, she just brightens my day. I have no idea how. She has this special effect on people. It's weird but I like it.

I'm always rude to her because I have no idea how to talk to her normally.

I want to, but I can't. She probably hates me because of my constant rudeness. Maybe just maybe, I should change my ways towards her.

One day, I hope. She'll be mine.

Hopefully.

 [Edited on: 02/10/13]