♥ISHQ♥~journey from crush to love

Chapter 35

Sid's pov:

"even my father says that Im a curse"
What the hell she is talking aman uncle loves her more than anything he cant say this cmon siddharth she is not in her senses she dont know what she is talking
"angel chup aman uncle loves u he cant say this ok"
"aman...uncle kaun?...ohh papa hatt pagal I know papa lov..loves me my..my bi...ahh...my....biological father told that"
What does that mean biological father ? Matlab aman uncle iske papa nhi hai
"angel aisa kuch nhi hai tum kuch bhi bol rahi ho "
"aisa he hai u dont know anything about me siddharth my biological father said ki Im a curse to his family thats y they thrown me out of their house"
Is she serious?  how can she say that ?it is true orelse woh aise kyu bolti it means whatever she is saying is true
I came out of my trance by her voice
"sid u know y I love this place so much" she asked with so much innocense
I shook my head
"kyuki my tushi loves this place we both used to spent our whole time here this is our happy place "

My tushi she loves someone I felt pang in my hearts hearing her

"tushi love stars we both used to ahh"
She is having so much difficulty in speaking
"but woh chod gaya mujhe , I want him , pls bring him back , Im sorry tushii pls wapas aaja pls" the pain in her voice I cant hear this my heart shattered she loves sm1 & he left her how can he no I just cant  Ill think abt this later  I have to take her home I picked her up & put her in the car she was crying a lot
We reached home I ring the door bell riyaz open the door
"how was the par.." he stopped in mid when he saw angel in my arms
"what happened to her" he asked & moved aside to let us in
"she's drunk"
"what r u in ur senses she cant drink " jai said
"drink are u serious siddharth I told u she cant drink still how can u be so careless " krupa shouted
" we need to talk about a lot of things krupa lakhani" I said to her
"ouch my..my head is..hurting do..dont shout" angel said & hugged me
"sid take her in her room" ashnoor said
"I'll bring her medicines " krupa said & left
Jai came forward to take her
When she hugged me even tighter & said  "no Im not leaving my tushi "
They all looked shocked & I ,I dont even know what to say she thinks Im the person she loves but Im the person who loves her

I took her in her room & placed her on her  bed krupa comes with every1 she forcefully gave her medicines
Whole time she was holding my hand
I tried to free my hand from her grip

"sleep avni we will talk tomorrow"

"nhi tushi pls mat jaa Ill be all alone again , I need u tushi pls mat jaa, I have so many people around me but I still feel Im alone coz tu nhi hai na I dont have u , ur presence , ur love I dont have these pls tushi mat jaa ,
I miss u , I miss us ,I miss me ,the old me , the happy me , the real me, the person I used to be when u were there with me , I hate this fake smile , I hate this , I want u , I love u tushi ,
I need u , tushi your musu is ntg without u , she miss u tushi , your kiddo is not a kiddo now bcoz now I dont have anyone who will pampers me like a baby , who will love me like a queen, who will clear my mess, your kiddo is no more the kiddo she used to be tushi , I tried everything to move on tushi but I cant u know y I actually dont want to , I dont even want to forget a single moment of us , I dont want to give ur place to any1 in my life ,Im sorry tushi pls wapas aaja pls,
Tushi I have everyone humari family frnds sab best hai but tere jaisa koi nhi hai , tere jaise koi gussa bhi nhi karta ab, tere jaise koi manata bhi nhi , tere jaise koi apni life pause kar ke mere life ka mess nhi clear karta , tere jaise koi kitna bhi busy hone par bhi raat bhar mere sath time nhi spend karta , tere jaise koi bhi pyar nhi karta hai tushi I ..." she said with pure innocence tears flowing down her cheeks and she passed out

I felt a hand wiping my tears I dont even realise when I started crying I looked at ash who was wiping my tears , even tears were flowing through her cheeks I looked around and everyone were in tears
I need my answers now I started to say smtg but ash hold my hand
"not now sid pls" I turned and looked at angel her face was covered with tear stains she got redness on her whole neck area this is all my fault

I woke up with sun rays hitting my face I looked at angel she was  holding my hand I looked around the room and saw every1 were sleeping in her room only I freed my hand from her grip

I stood up & went to krupa & bhavesh
I woke them up
"come down we need to talk"
By now every1 was awake except avni we all went downstairs

"so krupa lakhani .." She cut me off
"sorry siddharth but I cant talk to u about this pls"

Wth she means haan,I told her everything abt my feelings and what she thinks Im a toy she was playing with my feelings she know everything abt me & avni & she still didnt said anything

"I dont care krupa I seriously dont care what u want I just know I need my answers now Now"
"sid try to understand "
"shut up ashnoor"
"krupa when we met we were not in good terms but avni was the reason behind our bonding I thought u as
my closest frnd , u were the first one I told abt my feelings for avni , I told everything I feel for her then how can u do this with me"
"siddharth stop blaming her atleast listen to us " bhavesh defended her
"ohh shut up bhavesh even u knew about this every1 knew about my feeling  but no one said anything to me about her feelings
and u krupa , bhavesh , riyaz u guys call yourself her bestfrnds but u know what u arent u dont know anything about her she have u guys but still she feels incomplete ,did u heard her she was broken , u all & specially u krupa u r the worst friend anyone can have  u know about her lo..love for that guy but still u guys were supporting me u r betraying her damn it and who's that guy how can he leave a girl like her and u jai, u cant listen anything againt your sister right then how can u call a person bro bcoz of whom your muski cries , who left her , who's responsible for this vulnerable state of her ,who's the reason behind her tears, who's that asshole"

I felt a thight slap on my left cheek and a punch on my stomach