♥ISHQ♥~journey from crush to love

chapter 37

Everyone were sitting in the living room silently siddharth & ashnoor were trying to process everything which they got to know a while ago

"how surprising it is! The ones who we think are the happiest, hides their pain & holds their deepest secrets in their hearts , how pure & selfless such souls are , I cant even imagine how much pain she went through every time I talk about these blood relations , family etc etc still she forgave me everytime & behaved like ntg happened" sid thought

"how's avu now " they heard sm1 ask & saw abhishek coming
He came near them, looked at their faces & asked "what happened ?"

No one said anything

"Does he know?" he asked looking at sid's broken face
Bhavesh nodded
Abhi went near him to his surprise soon sid hugged him tightly & started sobbing on his shoulder "bhai " a wave of happiness hit him he was waiting to hear this from sid from years but it was soon gone " bhai I...I love her bhai" he added while still sobbing
Abhi already knew about this but now sid knowing everything about her past it will be really difficult for him to cope up with situation & abhi for sure knew that its going to be really hard for his stupid brother
Abhi caressed his back after a while he calmed down & said " bhai can we please go to home" & abhi nodded immediately
No one said anything as they knew all this came as a sock to him & he needs time
"take care of three of them & call me once she woke up " abhi said to bhav & rii , they both nodded
He left with sid & ash later

*****

Ashnoor picks up her most fav person's call just to greeted by her volcanic blast
"your brother needs a fucking bloody treatment , y dont u treat him "
"what happened ?" ash asked smoothly
"siddharth nigam happened " she replied annoyed & added "what does he even think of himself haan? Im so fed up with him from last one month , I tried every possible way to know what happened , if by any chance which Im so sure is realted to that alcohol incident I asked him to stop blaming himself I assured him a million times that it was not his fault but still - still he's behaving like a jerk , first toh he moved out of my place without even informing and then he didnt even bothered to just call me or text me , like I would be the most happiest person if he patch up with his family isnt thats the thing I wanted , I understand he got time for his family after so long , he would choose to give them time above anything else but that doesnt mean I dont exist we are together on the set whole day but he ignores me like Im not a living being , Im fucking avneet kaur not a use & throw paper & u know what he said today that I should stop irritating him like seriously how can he be all of a sudden so rude to me he's the most irritating , confused , idiotic person I've ever met & tell him from today itself he can be happy bcoz Im not interested in irritating him neither in talking with him bye"
And she ended the call without even letting her say anything

"Y is it bothering u even if he is ignoring" krupa asked taking out her face from her plate after she ended the call
"its not" she replied
"y dont u just accept it ,u just gave a 10 page lecture to his sister & u r saying u r not bothered abt his ignorance "krupa said
"no ,Im not & he's not the only person I think of okay"
"right now it looks like he's the only person in your mind all day"
"no he's not , y dont u just understand I dont think of him, I dont care even if he ignores me "
"then y ru being so defensive muski"
"Im not "
"yeah I believe u " & she walkedout of the room with that muttering "dont know when you will stop denying "

Where on the other side every1 heard avu & ash's convo at abhi's place

"she sounded so hurt isnt she?" vaish asked

(girls got to know about her past through sid & ash)

"she sounded broken" ash said
"we should do smtg na " anu said
" I think we should do what she said " ash said
" what do u mean" every1 asked her
"I mean that jerk siddharth nigam actually needs a treatment initially I didnt wanted to interfere between them but now I just cant see her like this even after knowing all the shit she went through in her life , lets go guys"
Ash said to them & they all agreed with her she went to sid's room with rinushka,vaishnavi & bhavesh

As soon as she entered in his room she throws a pillow at the creature who is also her so called elder brother

"wth is wrong with you ash" sid asked her
"I can ask you the same wth is wrong with u "she snapped
"ntg is wrong with me" he said
" oh really ? What u told to avu today that she is irritating u like really from when u started finding her irritating haan?"
"she told u this?" he asked
"that doesn't matter"
"Im just ignoring her bcoz I want to avoid her cant u just understand the simple thing she deserves sm1 better not me " he said
"its not like that sid u are best for her" vaish said
"no dii, u are right sid " ash said
He looked at her shockingly every1 did
"what y r u looking at me like that  ypir words not mine, u were the one who said that, u r right , she deserves sm1 better , sm1 like tushar , sm1 like herself who dont leave a person after knowing their past"
"what do u mean" he asked her
"I mean exactly what u heard siddharth nigam"she added "she doesnt deserve a person who leave her after knowing her past , isnt she was the one who was always there for u from the time u came to India , love is not about telling every1 that u love a person , love is all about actions & her actions clearly shows she have feelings for you , she never judged u like others even at the time when she didnt even knew you that well , she stood by u every time , she never left u alone even when u told her your past , when u left your home , when u were in lockup she always there for u
she was with you for your first project whether it was on shoot or celebrating the success , she chosed u over a person she known for years when u fought with your brother she stood by u & against him
She cares for you too much , your ignorance effects her , your presence matters to her y cant u understand such a simple thing"

"but ash she will never choose me over tushar "

"right sid she will never choose u over tush , we r not even telling u to replace tush u already have your own place in her life" rii said

"and siddharth we know her better than u , I have spent more years with her than the months it has been u met her , she is alone , she needs that love in her life which u can give to her , I know it will take a lot of time for things to settle but if you urself gave up on her even after knowing she somewhere feels for u than we cant do anything" bhavesh said

"you can't replace anyone in someone's heart , but u can surely make your own place in someone's heart.......and to some extend u already have that place in her heart" ash said holding his hand