messy love •harrypotterxoc•

• chapter twenty nine (3)

hogsmeade was a privilage, one addy didn't have.

"i'm sorry addelaine but i'm not allowing you to go" molly said slipping her full first name she'd been hearing a lot lately. never in her whole 13 years had her mum called her addelaine except for when she's mad

"and why is that molly" she mimicked back

"because... sirius black" she whisper-yelled the last part

"boo-hoo a murder is on the run. what the bloody hell does that have to do with me and getting some sweets"

"you could hurt someon- i mean he, he could hurt someone" she messed up turning red

"so that's what it's about" addy sigh rubbing her lips together "you think i'm a danger, a bomb that's about to go off" she finished "the reason i got the new room isn't so i feel more comfortable with my dreams, it's so ron does, so i don't hurt him, kill him, kill all you" a tear dropped into the slip she'd been tightening her hold on this entire time

"look dear, i have to protect my children-" she started

"and i'm one of your children" her raspy voice cracked slightly "i need protecting mum, i do" she sobbed backing up to the door "i need my mum" molly moved forward to hug her child she'd mistreated on the floor before addy shuffled away wiping her saltytears on her soaking wet sleeve "don't bother, i'll ask minnie to sigh it" she stood up and walked out moping around leaving molly alone in her room filled with both guilt and sadness

it was now the day of hogsmead and mcgonagal had refused to sigh it saying how she's not her mother; addy wished she was though. a better mother then hers was acting now

both addy and harry stood at the clock tower entrance facing all the students who were going to hogsmead as filch gave instructions to them

"hey adds, i'll get you some sweets okay i know you like the acid pops, caldron cakes, chocoballs, milkshake flakes, the bean things, charm chocks and the verymerry raspberry cakes and-" theo said listing them on his fingers, eyebrows furrowed. harry stood there envy radiating off him as he stared at theo while practically seething stream out his ears at how close addy was to him. just friends my arse he thought to which he knew if he'd said addy would have sassed him back about not trusting her and how if she wanted too she would be more then friends with him, anyone for that matter, but she wasn't and didn't want to be.

"theo just have fun, but remember who i am your bestfriend in the entire world who you love so much and wouldn't mind you buying 2 chocoballs for but i didn't ask i swear" she smiled sweetly kissing his cheeks before turing to brier

"remind him" she mouthed before kissing pansys and her cheek

"you, behave please. i'd hate to have to listen to ron rant about how you've been an arse again" she said in a bored tone to draco "play nicely with everyone and don't for the love of merlin push around the older kids. because no matter how scary your last name is there punch is scarier. i also don't feel like pantching up your handsome baby face tonight" she finished grabbing his cheeks in both hands squeezing them as he slapped then off

"have fun" she called after them as theo threw her dramatic air kisses to which she sent back with even more enthusiasm.

"hey" she greeted harry again as he calmed his breathing down knowing she'd proberly slap him if he had attitude with her

"hi" he blankly said not looking at her

"what's up your arse, you sound like you've been through 100 years of depression and you've just released a sad song to which you listen to on repeat in your small room which smells of pizza and old fizzy drinks" she laughed blowing one of her mad curls out her face.