Loveless

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(For those of you confused the main ship in this story is Tokoshinkamideku)

"W-wait!"

Dark Shadow tackled Izuku knocking the both of them off the bed. Sero and Shinso caught them before they hit the ground and pushed them back onto the bed.

"I-Izuku are you ok?" Tokoyami panicked.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry" Dark Shadow kept apologizing.

Izuku started to laugh, "I'm fine calm down"

Sero sighed in relief, "Oh thank god"

Shoto simply ignored everyone and climbed into the bed. He laid his head in Izuku's lap and buried his face in Izuku's stomach as he held his waist. Now that he knew his best friend was ok he could release the tears he'd been holding back.

Izuku just looked down at him with a soft smile, brushing through his hair and letting him have a moment. Aoyama just sat beside Sero and laid his head on Sero's shoulder as he sniffed. Tokoyami and Kaminari stood beside the bed looking down with teary eyes.

They didn't know how Izuku felt about them. They really hurt him and they had no idea how to make it up to him. They've always been the closest to him since the very beginning, now they're the furthest and they can't stand it.

They just want their Izuku back but they don't know how to fix their damaged bond. Sero continued to glare at the two boys.

"I still don't know if I can get over what you did. Maybe I can forgive Tokoyami since he just went off of what you said. But Denks I'm really disappointed in you." Sero said and Kaminari clenched his fist nodding.

"Hanchan stop that, now. It isn't his fault so leave him alone."

They looked up at Izuku in shock, "You haven't been taking them, have you? I'm sorry that's my fault I left you on your own when I'm supposed to help you. I was so caught up in my own problems that I forgot about my responsibility to you." Izuku apologized to Kaminari.

"W-wait no it's not y-your fault I should h-have managed on my o-own. You have t-too much to worry a-about." Kaminari said quickly.

"No don't make excuses for me, I knew you needed me and I neglected you. This is on me and me alone. Don't argue with me and tell me it isn't." Izuku said sternly shocking everyone.

"What are you talking about? What do you take?" Tokoyami asked.

Kaminari looked at Izuku who spoke for him, "Kam suffered slight brain damage when he accidentally overused his quirk when it first appeared. Because of this, he has ADHD and slight psychosis. It jumbles up all his thoughts and he gets confused constantly.

That's why he struggles so badly in school despite actually being really smart. When he thinks he gets confused and can't process information.

He has to take medicine to help him think and focus clearly. Since he has trouble remembering to take them he hasn't since I left his room.

I found out when I woke up while he was having an episode. I promised to help him remember to take them." Izuku explained as he wiped Kaminari's tears.

"I really didn't notice how weird the text was" Kaminari sniffed.

"Damnit now I feel like a dick. I'm sorry I should've let you you explain." Sero said guiltily.

"It's ok...you didn't know"

"Why didn't you tell us?" Tokoyami asked.

"I didn't want you guys to treat me differently or think less of me," Kaminari said quietly.

Aoyama walked around the bed and lightly chopped Kaminari in the head surprising him.

"We'd never, you should know that by now. Nobody is perfect and there is nothing wrong with you. It's ok to come to us about these things. We're your friends it's our job to help each other when needed." Aoyama pulled him into a hug.

Kaminari hugged back, "Thank you"

"Don't thank me for being a good friend it should be expected."

The infirmary door opened and Bakugo paused for several seconds seeing Izuku was awake. He nervously walked over to the bed and stood there awkwardly. The group grew quiet and just stared at him.

"Uh, here's your phone. Kirishima sent the text...you don't have to worry about him anymore...I handled it." Bakugo said quietly and gave Izuku his phone.

"Thanks," Izuku said dryly.

"Yeah...I'll leave...I'm glad you're ok." Bakugo mumbled and quickly left.

Izuku turned to Aoyama and Sero, "Can you give us a minute?"

They both nodded and left the room. Izuku looked down to see Shoto sleeping peacefully and decided to leave him be.

"I think we should talk about how we feel towards each other. I don't want our friendship to be ruined because of misunderstandings." Izuku looked up at them.

"I agree, me and Denki have feelings for you and decided to leave things how they were. We agreed that we'd all stay friends no matter who you chose." Tokoyami said quietly.

"I guess we caught feelings for each other in the process. Shinso too...we've grown really close." Kaminari finished and Tokoyami nodded.

"You already know how I feel about you" Shinso fiddled with his shirt "I like all of you a lot. I like Izu a little bit more. I-if that makes sense...I still don't understand a lot about my sexuality. I do know that I look at you guys t-that way." Shinso rambled nervously.

Izuku grabbed his trembling hands, "It's ok, we understand what you're trying to say."

"I do have strong feelings for all of you but I don't want to choose," Izuku mumbled.

"What now?" Shinso asked.

"I've never been in a relationship before so this is kind of new..." Tokoyami stated and they all nodded in agreement.

"If you're all ok with it...do you mind having a poly relationship? Just to try it out and see what we all think. If you decide it's not for you or you're just too uncomfortable we can always stop." Kaminari suggested.

"I-I'm willing to try it" Shinso spoke up first.

"I have no problem giving it a shot." Tokoyami said after a while.

They all turned to Izuku waiting for his response, "Does this mean I'll be with all of you?" he asked.

"Yeah," Kaminari nodded.

"Then I want to try it"

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Sorry, I know this is a bit short😅

I hope you enjoyed this wholesome chapter cuz the next one will not be💀

I know I'm an asshole.