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26. I need you

It's been two days since I last saw him. I couldn't stop thinking about the last time he got possessive over me. Was he jealous of Taehyung? No way.

It's Friday and his class would be in a few minutes. Walking down the crowded hallway was still lonely. Sliding the door open I went to my seat. Everyone was already in their respective places. But here I was daydreaming about my professor. I had butterflies fluttering in my stomach whenever I remember what happened between us last time.

He was sure in lust but it just intensified his touch over my body. Everything felt wrong yet right. But I did not got any chance to stand up for the truth. Instead of clearing doubts between us he chose the path of physical contact. Why can't we have a proper talk? We should trust each other more than blaming.

I was brought out of my bubble when Sia called my name. I absent-mindedly stared at her face. Her lips were moving but all I heared was nothing. Like I lost my hearing sense. She shook my shoulder again and looked at me with concern.

Passing a slight smile I confirmed my presence but she wasn't satisfied. All the murmurs turned silent when the cold god entered in the class. Everyone wished him good morning, followed by him. His face was tired and was lacking it's initial charm. I hoped that for whatever work Jimin called him isn't stressful.

It was clear from the way that today he wasn't in the mood to chill but to sentence a person to death if crossed his path. Leaning against the desk he started giving the lecture about the topic written on the board and all the students attentively listened except few girls who were quite drooling over his musculine body.

Time passed and the period ended with the bell. I was about to go and ask him what's distrubing him but I was held back when a notification came.

It was from Jisoo. She urgently wanted to meet me at the cafeteria. After the completion of rest of the classes before recess I went to her. She was sitting at the very corner table, sipping her coffee. Grabbing a chair next to her I found her sobbing.

"What happened? Are you okay?"

Jisoo said, "Y/N actually... I am one- month pregnant."

I exploded with joy when I heard it and give a big warm hug but she was not much responsive.

"Oh my god! It's very good news but why sulking if this thing calls for a party?!?"

Jisoo sighed. "Because Namjoon thinks that this child is not his. He thinks I cheated him with my friend. I love Namjoon Y/N but he doesn't want this child. We broke up and now I think I'll have to take care of this soul alone."

"That bastard!!!How can he do that? Didn't he say he loved you enough to never leave you and now he's the one to ditch you!"

Jisoo said, "I know but I don't want this innocent baby to take the consequences of our mistake. I decided to move back to New York. There I could start my new life with my baby. It's our last meeting."

"Jisoo, please! I am always with you. If you want then you can stay with me. I don't think Jimin would mind either."

"But your boyfriend would. I know how you will put your all in me and that's what I don't want. This is my child and taking its care is my job. And..... you already have an obsessed boyfriend to turn innocent too."

She literally turned the tables from being serious to all goofy when she spoke her last sentence while nudging me. She giggled after saying this and I couldn't control doing the same.

"For sure. Remember to stay connected. And if you need anything then I am just a flight away okay."

Jisoo smiled. "Sure. Thanks you for everything."

We ended our heartful conversation and went into different directions. Three days ago I told her about me engaged with Jungkook but never expected her to leave tomorrow morning. I never knew she only came today to do the paperworks. I'll miss her a lot.

Rest of the day became gloomy and sad. I did not knew when I came back home without even meeting Jungkook. I went in my room and took a shower to calm myself. Lukewarm water was easing the thought of becoming distant with my only friend since high school but yet who knows what life has planned for you.

After filling my stomach with the fruits, I did my assignments and homework with a light self study to distract myself from the feeling of sorrow.

I was startled when Jimin called me downstairs.

" Oh my! It's already 8 pm. How did I not noticed it before?!"

Hunger crept me and I knew Jimin must be preparing food. I went and helped him. After an effective effort we ate the food while having the chit- chat about our day. He told me about the incident Jeon industry is facing and also that Jungkook will be on leave for the whole next week.

I kind of felt disappointed but I know his staff needs him more than anything right now. Without a second voice against it I continued munching my dinner.

Flipping the blanket over I switched off the lights and tried not to think about the upcoming lonely days. Although Taehyung and Sia would accompany me but the people who will not be there will surely make me think of them.

I shook my head and tried to free myself from thinking anymore. I was about to drift into slumber but I flinched when a cold hand squeezed me by my waist. My back landed on the hard chest of the person whose scent was similar to vanilla.

"Shh.. it's me babygirl. Jungkook."

"Why and how did you came in?"

Jungkook whispered, "I really missed you so I came. Don't ask me how.

He further squeezed me and snuggled his head on my crock of neck giving light pecks. His other hand replaced my pillow while his legs interwined with me. We were really close as his breath was exhaled over my neck.

Earlier I decided to argue with him about Taehyung but watching him in this condition melted my heart. It was like he needed someone he could share his pain with. I also wanted someone to be with me and him being next to me was the best thing I could get.

Without a word spoken or concerned shown we knew we wanted to just spend this moment together. It may not be erotic but it was comforting. Healing your loved ones pain is also romance.

I did not moved and let him control everything and that is how we both slept together without a kinky moment in each other's arm.

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