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17. What should I feel?

I rushed to operation theatre holding his stretcher. He was unconscious to feel nothing but numb. I could've left him after calling ambulance but he does not have a family. Jimin had told me all about him how his parents died and he became orphan kid. Although being rich he didn't had someone to care for him.

He didn't had a family who will look after him like mine would do. That's the weakest point I had for him. This grown man was once an orphan kid who grew up on his own. Jimin used to tell me how they used to hang out and how he helped him master business but

What should I feel?

I let go of my hold with his figure disappearing behind those closing doors. I sat on one of the chairs placed for patient's family but am I his family? No... Or yes at least for few hours until he's stable.

I cupped my face in my palms which had his blood stains. Tears were rolling down and that's when I got cut off from my thoughts by my phone. Jimin was calling me. "Hey chubbs! First sorry I didn't meant to ignore you but I was really busy to call you. But don't worry I did not forgot you. Jungkook updated me every now and then about you.

His name made me feel weak. I had a little guilt for his current condition. I was sobbing and stuttering his name I said, "J-Jung.... Jungkook.... he.." Jimin panicked after hearing me. "Why your voice is cracking? What happened to him? Is everything alright? He sound worried and I couldn't let that happen. "N-Nothing... Everything's good. Jungkook is good as ever but don't contact him for few days. He needs to heal.. I mean rest for having a good mindset... Don't disturb your boss!"

Finally I convinced him. He suspiciously  said,"Okay, my sweet chubbs but guess what, I'll be back on the third day from now. I missed your food a lot."

Suddenly the doors opened and revealed the doctor coming towards me. "I miss you too but the cooking is still your do!! Okay, bye." I hurried to hang the call. "Bye chubs!"

I cutted the call while the doctor approached me. He came and said,"He is stable now. You can meet him but he is asleep due to anesthesia."

I sighed in relief, "Thank you doctor. " After the doctor left I went inside Jungkook's room and sat beside him, pulling out a chair. Various machines were attached to his body. His upper body was covered in bandages and the wrist had stitches which is supposed to be removed after a week or two.

I held his hand because his condition was similar to my cousin Hoseok who suicide for a girl who dumped him because of his appearance. He had an amazing angelic smile soothing everyone around him.

Jungkook was same. He always had his bunny smile whenever he used to come for dinner. But I don't wanna be a cause of someone's death but I couldn't love him. He almost tried to kill me. For hours I was in my thoughts. My eyelids became heavy and all those thinking drained my energy that even I don't know when I went to slumber.

I felt a smooth sensation over my skin that made me come out of my slumber. Something was rubbing against my hand or more precisely a thumb was caressing my hand. It was soft and gentle in a slow rhythm moved up and down. I slowly open my eyes watching myself holding someone's hand. I traced it's path and found Jungkook looking at me.

He was sitting straight with his bandaged hand folded on his stomach. His other hand had a strong grip on my wrist once he saw me waking up. This muscle pig really healed faster than expected. Looks like that anesthesia dose was real low in amount.

He pulled me closer. His smirk was evil but victorious. Jungkook stared into my soul and in a confirmed tone he told,"You love me." I quickly snapped back contradicting his words. "No!! No I don't. "
He chuckled and gripped me more. "I'm not asking but telling you." I scoffed, trying to be intimidating I said, "Talking bullsh*t won't help you. I stayed because you did not had anyone to look after you. "

"Who are you kidding?? Jimin called you when you were sleeping. I answered it and found he doesn't even know what his sister did to me!!"

I boiled in anger. "How dare you touch my phone!! And you get what YOU did to yourself don't blame me." Now he was angry. He pulled my arm close enough to had our nose brush. His glare was dark, devilish and frightful. His eyes were not looking in my eyes but soul. After a minute he pulled back when he noticed my stunned look.

Jungkook smirked. "I like it. You are falling for me but still denying." Rolling my eyes I gave him a challenging look. "How many times I have to repeat I don't feel and I won't feel anything for you?! "

Jungkook's eyes went darker and wild, mesmerizing me into his orbs he said,"Be my girlfriend and you won't have to repeat yourself..." I frozed right at my spot. My eyebrows furrowed at his statement. Is he confessing? He did said he own me but proposing me to be his girlfriend?? I could't do that. My temper reached it's limit. How can he shamelessly ask me out after torturing me! I yank his hand and stand to take my leave.

He scoffed and started yelling."Sit Down BABYGIRL!!I'm not finish and you can't keep me hanging. Give Me Your F*Cking Answer Damn It!!!" But I ignored him. Getting away from him was the very best option I had. This psycho wasn't normal to be around.

I almost opened the door but I heard some hurried footsteps and soon a hand grabbed my wrist. He pinned me against the door while his other hand locked the door from inside. Pressing himself against me he stared into my eyes, poking his cheek with his tongue. "Testing my patience babygirl!! Looks like you forgot who got the dominance here."

I tried to push him as he shouldn't be strong but surprisingly he was. I took a glance at his cut on wrist. The fresh bandage was slowly turning red as he was exerting force onto the door."Leave me you jerk! You know my know answer. It won't change, never!!" I exclaimed.

"No, It Will Change! Right At This Moment!!" He pressed himself even more leaving not a single inch space between us and before I could process anything a pair of lips were attached on mine moving deep and rough. Not breaking the flow but he was intensifying it. But the whole fighting attitude turned down when I realised.

His lips were on mine.

[A/N]
Proposal this way, not so romantic. But that doesn't mean you would miss their upcoming chemistry.

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