ARDOR

34. Explain & Claim

Leaning against the railing he looked up in the enormous sky and sighed deeply. Exhaling his heavy breath he looked at me with a smirk then shook his head when he saw me standing with my arms crossed.

Obviously I was standing away maintaining a distance between us because no way I am gonna be standing near to that psychopath. Walking up here with him is itself a big deal let alone having him close. Again he looked straight into my eyes with an expressionless face which was quite hard to read.

Suddenly he started locomoting towards me. Gulping the lump of saliva I started moving backward until the solid wall hit my back. He locked me between his arms and panic took over me.

" W-What are y-you doing? "

" What do you think? Aren't we supposed to be staying in each other's embrace right now?"

" Have you lost it? After you cheat me you want me to act like nothing happened!!" I exclaimed.

I immediately regretted saying that when I saw his orbs getting darker. Gritting his teeth he spanked the wall beside my head. I flinched when my eyes met his terrifying ones.

" Why don't you believe me? I said I love you and there's no one else in this whole world who would be able to take your place!"

" I don't trust you. I have seen with my own damn eyes. Do you think I will believe you and not myself? Go to her. In her embrace," I said sarcastically.

I know I agreed to come up here with him but standing in his close proximity I started losing myself. All the past memories rushed back in my mind . Our memories that we made together. All his smile, jokes, and touches. Before I lose control it was better for me to leave this place.

Pushing him back with my all might I swiftly started walking towards the door. I was able to sence Jungkook standing at his place bewildered from my peripheral view. But soon he got the back to his conscience getting the knowledge of what was happening around him.

Before I could walked down the steps a hand twisted my wrist and pinned me to the wall behind. With a thud I was thrown towards the solid surface. Now his grip began to get rough and his hold was making marks on my wrist. The pain was unbearable while my closed eyes protested to look at him.

"Look at me!"

I did nothing as the numbness took place in my shaking legs while I was sure that if he would apply a bit more force then I would breakdown into injuries.

" I said look at me, damnit!!!"

He said and holding my jaw with his bare hand he turned my face to face him. Our faces were brushing each other's skin. I was able to smell his cologne. The same cologne that fluttered butterfly in my stomach was terrifying me.

" Do you think you can leave? Do think I will let you go, leave me behind, like this all between us never happened?"

His hold was gradually increasing and I could feel his metalic watch making brusises on my delicate hand. Not being able to resist the pain I shut open my eyes to meet his furious eyes.

" Leave me! It hurts."

" Yes, it does hurt! You are my fiancee and will be my wife. No way in this entire century I would let you go away from me. Do you even know what I can do to your family if you again tried to escape? Don't you wanna know how I met your parents?"

Yes, I wanted to know that. That was the only reason I was patient this whole time during the meeting. And now that he was going to tell me himself I must at least calm down to hear his side. I looked into his orbs to find honesty and they indeed shown that true policy.