fuckboy

bored

NOTE: this part of the story has not been re-written yet so doesn't make sense alongside the rest of the story but will very soon!! my deepest apologies xx

                                        •••

i had been awake the whole time.

maya almost broke the door down when she came in.

mattheo telling her that he didn't like her made me feel a bit bad for her but to be honest i didn't really care that much.

i was focused on something else.

last night i had sex with mattheo.

me and mattheo?!

literally what the fuck.

anyway, she left eventually and theo layed back down.

i turned to face him and he pulled me into his chest, kissing me on my forehead as he did so.

"last night was great bell,"

am i meant to say thank you?

how do you talk about the night you have sex the morning after the night you have sex?

i'm confused.

"it's was fun," i said quietly.

He laughed and kissed my forehead again before getting up.

I did the same, putting my dress from last night back on.

theo stared at me while i did it up.

"it's cold you know?" he asked before rummaging through his drawers again.

he threw me a hoodie, "put this on."

it was his quidditch hoodie.

i said thank you for the hoodie before turning to leave.

as i turned, he grabbed me by the wrist and it felt like i was back in the hallway outside the common room talking to him for the first time.

But now it was different.

i wasn't just some girl in his divination, i was the girl he had danced with and held and kissed.

i preferred it this way.
•••

i got back to my common room and saw valerie sat on a chair near the fire.

"where the fuck where you i thought you'd died or soemthing?"

then she looked me up and down and stood up excitedly.

"you stayed with mattheo"

i nodded and smiled, i couldn't help it.

"was he good?" she asked.

"very."

she grabbed my hand and we walked  to our dorm talking about the night before.