fuckboy

so, so gorgeous

who the fuck thinks writing four pages about a werewolf is going to stop me getting eaten by one?

after spending more than enough time in the library writing about god knows what, i was finally ready to find Finn.

last time i was trying to find him he was at quidditch, so there?

i put everything back in my back and walked slowly down the corridor.

as i turned down the hall, i saw theo walking towards me with his friends trailing along next to him, and as he looked up and saw me, i noticed a smile slide across his face.

as i passed him he looked me up and down, more than likely undressing me with his eyes.

"yeah, you go ahead, we'll be quick." he said to his friends as he grabbed my hand and walked me towards a wall.

he put his arms around my waist and i felt him looking down on me.

he lifted my chin with his thumb before tucking my hair behind my ear, then cupping the left side of my face with his hand.

feeling my cheeks become hot, i turned away, breaking the eye contact he had begun.

i felt his hand around the top of my throat as he used his index finger to turn my head back.

"it's funny, you didn't have any problem looking at me last night bell."

god last night.

"yeah well, must've fucked it out of me."

the fuck was that bella?

he laughed to himself.

"you want to watch that pretty mouth of yours bella."

"oh yeah?"

"yeah. it's going to get you in trouble if you don't shut it."

"trouble with who?"

"keep talking and you'll find out."

i stayed quiet.

"oh so now you'll listen to me. god you're such a good girl bell, never wanting to get in trouble."

"shut up."

"oo feisty today. i remember telling you to shut your mouth and stop talking," he leaned down, bringing mouth closer to my ear, making sure i could hear, "now, have i made myself clear?"

silence again.

he turned to look me in the eyes, his lips almost brushing mine as he spoke, "i said, have i made myself clear?"

his voice had become a whisper at the end of his sentence, and his eyes didn't break from mine the entire time.

one of his hands found mine and the other remained on my waist.

"i need an answer bell."

he kissed me gently.

he was teasing me, i knew it.

"yes theo, i understand."

"good" he said, pushing his lips against mine once more.

"theo, about last night-"

"yes, i know what you're going to say," he cut me off, " but please, it's taken me half the day to even begin to forget the bad bits, i don't want to be reminded again."

"sorry." i felt bad, i don't think i'd enjoy having tom as my dad.

"hey, bell, it's fine. we'll figure it out, we always do"

"are you sure?"

"yes, i'm sure."

he smiled at me before planting a kiss on my forehead, "i have to go, i'll see you later beautiful."

he's so easy to forgive.

                                  ———

i knocked on the changing room door.

"yeah?" Finn shouted back.

"it's me, can i come in?"

"uh, sure."

i don't know why i was surprised he didn't sound too happy to hear me, i left him the night before for theo.

i walked in, cautiously turning into the main section of the room.

there he was.

he's so gorgeous.

his hair was basically the same colour as one of those chocolate golden retrievers, dark, but still golden nonetheless.

he was tall, taller than theo.

his lips were full and his eyes had gotten greener since the last time i saw him, i was sure of it.

he had wide shoulders, and he wasn't the most built guy i'd ever seen, but i didn't care.

he was still gorgeous.

"uh, bella you've been stood there a while, can i help you?"

shit.

"right, sorry, was just uh, checking out the changing rooms, messy."

"oh of course, 'the changing rooms'"

he smiled and his eyes met mine.

i smiled back, feeling guilty for abandoning him the night before.

"i missed you last night bella."

"huh"

"i said i missed you."

i heard him the first time.

i just wanted to hear him say it again.

"oh, yeah. i'm sorry about that."

"no, it's fine, i get it."

i feel even worse.

"valerie tried to make it sound like you were sick or something."

"oh, right, yeah, i think i drank something weird and it must've-"

"bella, i saw you leave with him."

"oh."

there's that silence again.

he sighed quietly to himself.

"there's nothing i can do to compete with him, is there bell."

it's quiet again.

"don't be stupid, you're amazing Finn."

"sure."

"hey, i'm being serious." i walked closer to him.

"you're smart," our eyes locked, and neither of us dared to look away for fear of them never locking again, "and you're kind," he stepped closer, "and you're gorgeous Finn, you're so, so gorgeous."

he towered over me, and i felt my cheeks flush again. 

he ran his thumb over my lower lip, still not breaking eye contact.

he leant in and kissed my lips, "so, you think i'm gorgeous, huh?"

i smiled and pulled him in to kiss me again, and we continued to kiss until my jaw hurt.

he had me sat on his lap, my legs around his body, his hands all over me: on my back, in my hair, around my waist. everywhere.

then i felt his kiss turn to a smile on my lips.

he laughed to himself before pulling away.

"what? what is it?" i asked, desperate to feel his lips again.

"bella,"

"yeah"

"i can feel you throbbing, darling."