The secret Espinosa twin (a Magcon fan fiction )

Chapter 17

When I awoke the next morning I felt someone arms around me and panicked but then quickly remembered the events of last night . I sighed and felt Taylor move on the other side of me am then settle I gently got out of his grasp And walked to the bathroom and locking the door am getting undressed I stepped into the shower then let all the tears fall ,I was surprised I didn't run out of tears, I cried not really just bc of what Nash did but bc of everything, Nash, and being a slut and being hated by everybody , I don't even know if jack is still my friend I mean carter did say that they would choose Nash over me and maybe he was right . I finally realized how horrible of a person I was
I should have stayed hidden .

Slut
Whore
Worthless
Go die
Cut deeper
Bitch
Thot
Hoe
Attention seeker

Those were just some of the names that people would call me before I went into hiding ,

I SHOULD HAVE NEVER CAME OUT!!!

The tears kept falling as I remembered what the full story was of last night

Flashback:
" I slid off of jack ad sat on the floor crying thinking of how many relationships and friendships I've ruined and how nobody wants me and maybe the only real reason they hang out with me is bc they feel bad for me

But that didn't make my heart shatter that just broke it what I saw next completely shattered it ,I liked up and saw ....

Mathew kissing rose

He loved a random girl more than me , I was called a slut and he was making out with the guys girlfriend and he didn't look a bit guilty

That's when Taylor came and grabbed me and we went to sleep

Flashback over

I got out off the shower and decided to get ready and go to a hotel for a few days
I walked out to find tar sitting up on my bed with his head in his hands

"Hey Tay" I said slightly smirking

"Hey mads" he said looking up smiling at me

I went to my closer and grabbed a suitcase and starts packing

" Mads what are you doing" Taylor asked with worry in his voice

"I'm leaving " I said blankly

"No your not ,why would you do thAt , Nash didn't mean any of that stuff you can't leave" he said his voice cracking at the end showing me he was about to cry, I walked over to him and pulled him in a hug

" Plz don't leave mads I don't want you to leave ill make Nash apologize " he said his voice cracking bc of the tears,i decided to tell him everything,

After I told him everything from when we met to this morning he was in tears and all he said was "Be "careful and you'll be aback soon right like a week at most?" He asked getting up I just nodded he started to to started giving a speech about how I have to call him everyday and hang out with him every now and bit just nodded along then , we decided that I would leave at around midnight and just stay in my room for the rest of the day , I asked Taylor to go get jack so I could tell him am when Taylor returned he had sadness in his eyes

" Tay where is jack I have to tell him " I said not looking up from my phone

" He um ....." he mumbled the last part so I couldn't understand

"Speak up tay"

"He went somewhere bit you know it doesn't mAtter let's play a game"

"Where did he go"

" With rose" he mumbled looking down at his feet unable to meet my eyes
I just broke down crying ,

My best friend left me

I'm leaving

Now

I walked up to the bedside table and grabbed my phone and three it against the wall ,Talyor gasped but I knew that I couldn't use the phone anyway bc they would find me with it ,I told Taylor that I wanted to take. Nap so he left to go to his room, when he left I snuck out of my window and ran, I didn't bring my bag ,nothin but some money I had saved, I ran to the airport which was about ten minutes away and bought the nearest plane ticket to California . I sat I the airport terminal until my plane was called then I got up and got on and instantly fell asleep already on my way to new life.. I can't wait