The secret Espinosa twin (a Magcon fan fiction )

Chapter 44

Taylor pov

I walk onto the diner and look around until I spot Cameron In the corner with his head down , trying to avoid fans , It's not that we don't like our fans we love them , I mean we wouldn't be here without them, but It would be nice to go out sometime without getting mobbed,even though it's like 2 in the morning ,well let's just say we have Very...dedicated fans. I walk up to the booth and quietly slide in, he doesn't look up from his phone and at first I think maybe he doesn't hear me , But right as I go to speak he speaks up

"I'm still building up the way to tell you" he says in a raspy voice like he's been crying and my thoughts are confirmed when he looks up an I see tears running down his face ,
I instantly choke up and couldn't speak , I'm not used to seeing Cameron in such a vulnerable state.....no one is , I mean nash does sometimes but they are best friends so duh, but cam is very closed off he likes to listen to people and help them rather than talk to people and be helped ,
He looks back down and wipe his face an starts talking
" I know that you think hanalee pushed you away but-.." I cut him off not wanting I talk about hanalee , when I do I start to cry
"Look Cameron I don't want to talk-" I start but he cuts me of this time
"JUST,LISTEN" he shouts , I'm taken back by his sudden change in attitude , I mean one second he was crying an the next he is getting angry about what subject of the conversation is which I guess by his attitude that what he is about to tell me angers him or something , but I just nod my head and he begins talking again

" I know you think hanalee pushed you away but that's not what happened she misses you taylor she cries almost every night and it kills me watching her like that and I cannot deal with this kind of thing Taylor" he pauses and wipes his face bc he is in full sob with tears running down his face he starts agin still crying " and I know maybe you don't want to hear this but it's important that you listen to me bc it's hurting her, YOU NOT BEING THERE , is hurting her, I tried to be there for her but there is some things I won't understand bc I wasn't there for her when she went through those things "he stops and looks down still crying , I take this as a chance to speak

(A/N- just thinking of Cameron crying like this makes me want to cry)

"Cameron I don't think you understand , she doesn't want me there jack told me himself that-..." I start but am soon cut off by cams fist slamming in to the table

"DONT.. "he says in a harsh voice before looking around an then sitting down realizing what he had just done
"I'm sorry Taylor but that's what I came here to tell you is that .... Hanalee never said that . jack was jealous that she was spending more time with you than him and he got angry"

"He lied to me " I whisper not wanting to believe it
I looked up and cam is looking down nodding "I'm sorry Taylor"
"Why you didn't do it "
"But I should have told you sooner "
"It's fine , I'm just glad you told me"
"So what are we going to so now"

I sit and think about it for a minute , if I go see her tonight we can make up and she wont be sad anymore but what if she doesn't believe me and chooses jack and pushes me away thinking that I'll only hurt her again , and I wouldn't blame her , it seems like I just abandoned her and even if she doesn't believe me I'll just bring up bad memories ... maybe I should just let jack have her , even if it means me giving her up

I know what I have to do

Jack G pov
(Before Cameron left to see Taylor )I stayed in my room right next to hanalee's and listened to her cry until I couldn't handle it , no matter how much I didn't want to hurt her I had to go to her, I opened my door and quietly made my way to her room not eating Cameron to hear me and try to stop me , I walked into her room an sat at the edge of the bed , she lifted her head up at me and had a confused look on her face , it made me frown

"I'm sorry hanalee , I shouldn't have been ignoring you , I thought that by ignoring that would make sure that I wouldn't do anything to hurt you but I was obviously wrong and I had no right to try to make that decision bc it obviously effected you very much" I finish my statement and I can feel the tears starting run down my face

"Jack , I thought I pushed you away
I-I -thought that maybe I was the reason you were so distant , that I put you in a state that made you to sad, I blamed myself all this time jack!" She screamed and I didn't blame her she had every right to

"I'm so sorry Madison " I say tears running down My face , she seems takin back by the use of her old name but quickly recovers and shoots me a smile

"I forgive you jack bc no matter how much you hurt me you helped me too , you helped me through my stuff with Mathew and the boys and I will never stay mad at you , I mean it's not like you did. Something that majorly effects me right" she says finishing with a giggle bit still crying
If only she knew
I wanted to tell her about the Taylor thing but I knew that if I did she would just get angry and start crying again and I didn't want to see her cry anymore so I decide that now wasn't the. best time

"Will you sleep with me like old times" she says laying down , I nod my head and slip off my shirt so that I'm only in sweatpants and lay down wrapping my arms around her waist , falling asleep

I woke up around 1 in the morning and made my way downstairs bc I couldnt get back to sleep , I see the boys playing video games and Cameron sitting on the couch on his phone
I sat on the couch and tried to focus on the boys game trying to figure out who was who but my mind kept slipping to Hanaleee , I finally got her back , I love her so much and I finally got her back
An I know that maybe I should tell her about the whole Taylor thing but now is not the time , I don't Want to hurt her more right know I need to give it time but I will tell her , by the time I look up I notice Cameron is no longer there and also that it's like 2 in the morning , I get up about to make my way towards hanalee room when I hear the door bust open and screams start sounding through the house I turn the corner to see who it is and I'm a little taken back by who i see but I knew thy he would come come back sooner or later I just wish it was later