The secret Espinosa twin (a Magcon fan fiction )

Chapter 47

Taylor pov

The doctor allows us to be escorted to her room one at a time to see her , everyone says that they think I should go first but I insist on going last, I don't know why I'm so persistent on going on last but I think it's because , I have a small sliver of hope In The back of my mind saying that maybe if I let everyone else see her first then that gives her more time to wake up and that by the time I get in there she will be awake and healthy and I won't have to see he in a state that makes her look almost ...... dead.
I never want to see hanalee like that again But I know that I will have to because according to the doctor , she wont wake up any time soon IF she even does wake up ,

I hear Aaron come out of the door she is in and I stand up ready for my turn to see her , I look back at everybody before I go and receive lots of assuring and pity smiles from everyone ,i smile weakly at them before making my way along the hallway to her hospital room.
I slowly turn the nob hoping that I won't see what I'm prepared to see but as I go to open the door I notice that someone is in the room with hanalee just watching her ,i open the door a little more to see that it is jack , I scoff an swing the door open the rest of the way , he glanced my way but quickly looked back and hanalee like he's waiting for something extraordinHARRY to happen at any given moment ,
I walk quietly over to the couch next to the window and sit waiting for him to leave ,

"Im sorry Taylor" he said still looking at Hanalee
"For what" I say wanting him to elaborate
"I'm sorry, that I made you stay away from Hanalee , especially wen I knew it was hurting her but I did it anyway , I'm sorry for lying about it, I'm sorry I lied to Hanalee ...........I'm sorry I wasn't there for her" he said the last part in barely a whisper , I know I was not meant to hear it , by now he's sitting with his head in his hands crying , and for a moment I feel bad about it , and actually consider forgiving him , but then I remember that if you regret something you'll never really regret it bc at the time it was what you really wanted , he never really wanted hanalee to be happy, at least not without him ,
"Good for you" I say with sarcasm lacing trough my voice , I turn to see he I now looking at me with a angry look on his face.
"WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM TAYLOR!" Jack scream causing me to jump a little but I quickly regain myself
"WHATS WTONG WITH ME? PLZ, JACK , WHATs WRONG WITH YOU , YOUR ACTING LIKE YOUR ALL SAD AND UPSET ,BUT WE ALL KNOW YOUR JUST ACTING LIKE YOUR HURT" I scream , becoming more furious moment by the moment
"I'm sorry Taylor .. I'm so sorry -.." I cut him off there not being able to listen any longer.

"JUST SHUTUP JACK WE ALL KNOW THAT YOU DONT WANT HER TO BE HAPPY WITHOUT YOU, YOUR SO SELFISH , YOU COULDNT JUST ME BE WITH HER , WE WERE HAPPY JACK, I LOVE HER AND YOU HATE THAT DONT YOU-.." I was about to continue when I was interrupted

"STOP FIGHTING!!!!"
I turn to see who screamed that and it startles me who it is

Hanalee pov

I love it where I am and it's really nice but ,I have a voice in the back of my head telling me that I need to go back to earth, that it's urgent,I want to go back I really do but , I known that when I get back all I'll get is pity and I don't want that , I don't Like being pitied
I go to walk to the bench on the park ad the moment I sit down I start to hear screaming really loudly in my ears, I cringe at the suddenness of the screaming , I can't understand what they are saying but it's clear their screaming , I turn to look at the other people to see If they hear the screaming too but they seem unfazed like the screaming is not even there , I start to recognize the voices and I realize who it is that is screaming

its Taylor and jack

I try to listen to understand why they are saying but I can't all I hear is muffled yelling like they are yelling into a pillow , I sit down and focus on the voices and all of a sudden everything starts spinning and I pass out , when I wake up I'm in the hospital bed , i can now see the boys standing and screaming at each other but I can't understand it still , I know they are fighting by the way the move and how red there faces are , I try to yell at them to stop but I can't it's only comes out as a whisper , i try again and if is a little louder , but they still do not hear me , I try one last time gathering all my energy and I scream

"STOP FIGHTING" this time I scream I loud and I immediately get lightheaded and have to lay back down.
The boys look at me shocked like I just slapped them or something ,

"I just -just wish you guys would sop fighting , , I think it's best you guys just leave" I say tears now streaming down my face

"Look hanalee, we so-.." I cut them off before they an finish

"LEAVE .... NOW" they look at each other a moment before the look at me and nod an exit the room.

I need to find a way out of here