Hanalee POV
This is all my fault
He left bc I brought up my old life
I should have thought it through more before I told him
Maybe he wouldn't have left
Maybe I would be happy again
I just sat there while memories of my old life cycled through my head
I was crying silently bc I didn't want anyone to know how weak I was
I didn't want to seem vurnable
I got up and walked to the bathroom and looked in the mirror
I had bags under eye an all my makeup was running
I was a complete mess and I didn't even care
I lost the only people I could really talk to who completely understood what was going on
An it was my fault bc I pushed them away
"I'm so ugly"
"Fat"
"Suicidal"
"Slut"
"Whore"
"Attention seeker"
I sat and repeated those words bc to be honest I was staring to believe it
I didnt belong here
The boys don't want me here
I don't want to be here
But they will find me again if I just leave this town or country
I need to leave for good and I know exactly how to do it
Unknown POV
I was sitting in my room an I could hear hanalee crying
It made me sad
To hear her crying and repeating the words she was repeating about herself killed me
I know who hanalee really is
It wasn't hard to figure it out
They have so much in common it was obvious
I know what jack did and trust me I'll make sure he pays for that bc he had no right to do what he did
I used to like hanalee before she left and I tried to get over it but I couldn't and now is the perfect time to make her mine
I was busted out of my thoughts by hearing hanalee's door opening I peeked put of my door to see her going outside and start walking
Im gonna follow her
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The secret Espinosa twin (a Magcon fan fiction )
Fanfiction"Your going to meet them wether you like it or not Madison" You can see the anger boiling in Mathews eyes but for some reason I don't care Because I can't And won't let the boys know about me
