The secret Espinosa twin (a Magcon fan fiction )

Chapter 27

Hanalee POV

Jack and I sat in the kitchen for what felt like forever honestly just talking and catching up , it wasn't uncomfortable at all , I felt like everything was finally falling into place , we made small talk and I think jack could sense that I didn't want to talk about what had happened exactly to make me want to leave at the moment so he didn't ask

"I just missed you so much" jack says ,looking up at me from where he sits on the counter , I smile at him and reply
"Me too"
And it wasn't a lie I really did miss jack and I used to think maybe I was crazy for missing him bc he chose rose over me but I realize now that's not what happened at all
I yawned and jacks head shot up and smiled
"Tired?" He asks,i just nod my head and giggle
He walked over to me and picked me up bridal style bringing me to my bedroom he laid me down in my bed seeing I was already halfway asleep ,
"Goodnight, love" he said kissing my forehead and hearing to the door

"Will, you Stay with me? For old times sake?" I ask smiling shly, he just smiles and nods his head ,he walks out the door and returns a few minutes later in sweatpants with no shirt ad he still looked ........damn

"Thx" he said chuckling
I blushed realizing I said that out loud , he walked over and got I bed laying next to me but honesty I want really Even tired anymore , I heard jack sigh
"Tired?" I ask giggling

"The opposite, actually " he says chuckling at the end

"I know I'm not even tired anymore", we sat in Silence for a few minutes , when jack asked me a question that shocked me but I knew it was coming and it was just two words

"What happened " when he said this he had like an edge to his voice like he was remembering something and trying not to cry and that just broke me a little more knowing that I was the cause of this

"I thought you left me" i say simply trying my hardest to keep my vice from quivering but it didn't work , he unwraps his arms from around me and sat up from where he was laying next to me(and no it's not like that they are just friends , you little nashtys😑)

"What , why would you think esp." He asks
( esp is a nickname jack have her bc if her middle name espin )
I did want to ruin any friendships or cause in any fights so I decided to leave Taylor out if this
"I was looking for you and couldn't find you so i went back to my room and I looked out of the window and saw you you driving off with rose " I say not making eye contact with him bc now I had tears running down my face " i thought that maybe , that I-I-I did something to set you off and that you thought I was a slut to and I thought that you would always be there for me ,so wen I saw you drive off with rose ,that hurt me and I couldn't take seeing you again scared of getting rejected bc jack I don't think you completely understand how much your opinion matters to me , and when I thought you rejected me , I couldn't handle it anymore so i left" I say feeling the tears running down my face but I wipe then bc I honestly didn't care

"I-I I should go" jack says getting up and leaving

I just lay down on my bed and cry and as four words keep replaying in my head

I pushed him away