The secret Espinosa twin (a Magcon fan fiction )

Chapter 42

Hanalee pov

I woke up to the sun shining through the curtains of my room.i pulled myself out of my bed an made my way downstairs,it was fully noted that the boys weren't up bc there was no screaming, speaking of screaming I wonder what they were screamin about last night, oh we'll, I walked to te kitchen and decided to make breakfast for everybody, I opened the fridge and grabbed a pack of bacon and the carton of eggs and the loaf of bread off of the counter

I was almost done fixing the last bit of bacon when I heard the boys start trampling down the stairs
"FOOD"they all screamed and started running towards the table , I fixed there plates a then set them on the table for them
"Thx hanalee" they all said when they got there plates
We were all eating when Aaron started to speak
"Hey, now that we know Madison is alive....maybe we could find out where she is , or something idk" he said trailing off at the end
I almost spit out my food at hearing him day those words ,how did he know!
"Madison Is alive?" I ask in a curious tone ,Aaron looks up at me and nodded his head ,but was interrupted by jack
"If she wanted to be found, she would have came to you, but she didn't so she doesn't want to be found does she?" He says looking down at his plate the whole time and I could honestly say that I'm thankful for jacks stubbornness right now more than ever
"I know I just wish I could see her one more time," I never knew aaron actually felt this way
You could see in his face that he didn't like like me but that he cared for me like a little sister

I kinda felt bad so when Aaron looked up at me from across the table and I smirked then winked ,at first he was confused but I think he got what I was saying bc he got A big smile on his face and started squirming in his seat , the boys all looked at him like he was crazy but I just giggled watching him
"How do you know she is alive" I ask after recovering from the Aaron situation
"Someone told us" Mathew said with tears In his eyes
Why would he be crying
I noted to ask him of that later,i grabbed the boys plates seeing as they were done and put them in the dishwasher to start washing ,I watch as all the boys go upstairs to get ready until it's just me and Mathew ,I walk over to him and sit down I The see the the tears coming from him ,he had his head down and but you could still see the tears hitting the table below him
I sat there for a few seconds thinking of what to say before I actually said something I would regret or that would give me away
"Hey Mathew why are you crying" I ask curiously like I had no Idea what is going but I do he is most likely crying over me kicking out rose
"I miss her so much and it's my fault that it happened I mean maybe if I would have let jack stay or went up there myself I mean she was my twin and I pushed her way," he finally looked up at me and asked "do you know what it is like to feel like your other half of person literally Is just gone ....I feel so ....empty, ad them when I found out she was alive at first I was happy but then I realized that she Hates me-" I cut him off right there
"Mathew in sure she doesn't hate you"i say ,I'm am kinda telling truth I mean I don't hate him I just strongly dislike him with a passion
"No , you don't understand Hanalee, she told other people she was alive before her own twin,HER OWN FICKIG TWIN!!,i know I was a terrible person for what I did but , it just hurts so bad knowing she hates me" he takes a deep breath then walks upstairs getting ready for the day ,i sigh and walk to the couch and sit thinking about what Mathew said
I knew he was mad but he did it to himself and I may be a bitch for not telling him but in my defense he did this to himself and I want to let him, I really do , I do but I'm scared that when I finally do ,he is just gonna hurt me again, I don't trust him enough I mean maybe when we are older And more mature I will tell and things will finback to the way before

Before magcon

I sighed and lay down just staring at the ceiling , hi can't I be normal , have my own peaceful and quiet life but no I had to have a famous brother ,

This is bullshit