The secret Espinosa twin (a Magcon fan fiction )

Chapter 48

Hanalee pov

I woke up to a pounding headaches which was not showing any indication of subsiding, I closed my eyes and took deep breaths hoping to make the pain go away , but was having no luck,I heard the door open an I didn't even bother opening my eyes ,

"Why didn't you tell me?" I heard a very rough voice say , maybe they had been crying , I opened my eyes and saw Mathew standing there, he was steadily wiping his face trying to get rid of the tears but they would not stop coming.
"What do you mean , matt" I ask, I don't think he knows who I am so maybe he is talking about my depression.

"I know your Madison, and I'm so srry I did not realize it earlier I mean I honestly feel terrible , I treated you so badly like , I should have never done that I should have realized that you were unhappy an that you are more important in my life than some girl, I MEAN YOUR MY TWIN!" He said screaming the last part ,I was about speak up but he cut me off.
"And I know that you won't Forgive me right away ,if ever ,and I completely respect that because I know what I did was completely wrong , and I don't deserve to be forgiven ,I mean look were you are at bc of me and , just know that ,no matter what MADISON that -.that I love you, I love you so much ," he finishes , he is now on the floor sobbing and it breaks my heart knowing he is hurting like This ,

"Mathew ,I-I forgive you" I choke out

"What did you say" he says , his head shooting up from his arms where were it was Buried

"I said I forgive you , I know that you know what you did was wrong and that you should not have done it , and I accept that , and even though I want to be mad at you, I can't bc , your my twin and we need each other , now that doesn't mean I completely trust you but I'll work on it ,These last few years , Have been painful matt, I missed you so much ," i am sobbing by the time I am done talking and I know he is too, I pat the spot on the bed next to me and he gets up ,still sniffling, and lies next to me ,my eyelids start to get heavy and I decide to jut let sleep take over but I hear one last thing before I completely fall asleep that makes me fall asleep with a smile on my face ,

"I love ya mads"

Jack G pov

I feel terrible , hanalee kicked us out of the room bc we were fighting , hanalee is in so much pain , mentally, physically and emotionally and all I did was scream and make things worse, I tried to stop the fight I did but he kept on screaming and screaming and I didn't know what to do , before I could even respond , I heard hanalee yelling , I didn't even get to see if she was ok , she doesn't deserve this kind of pain , she really doesn't , she may seem mean and hateful and a little bitchy but she really truly is one of the best people you will ever meet, she is the kind of person where once you see her your happy and the moment you leave you want to know when the next time your Going to see her is

I REALLY hope she is ok

Cameron pov

I love hanalee , I know I love her but I don't think it's the kind of love where I want to kiss her all the time and be with her forever , I thought it was at first but I realize now that's it's not, its the kind of love where I want to be her best friend and make sure she knows I'm there for her when she needs it,I want to be the person she can go to when she needs a rock and no one else can be that for her , I want to be the person she can tell something to when she doesn't even want her boyfriend to know ,I love her very much and I always will be there for her but I know someone who loves her very much and would give anything to be with her , I see the way he looks at her , I don't know what she thinks of him but I bet you she could learn to love him the way he loves her.

If only she knew how he felt

They say Hanalee will be able to leave in about a day or two depending on how the testing goes but I sure hope it's soon because the waiting in the hospital is starting to wear on people , I know they want to stay here and be here for hanalee but I also know that they need to get some sleep.
"Hey guys how about we go home and gets some rest and we can come back tommorow" i look around I see them just nod there heads and get up , they all shuffle Their feet as they make their way towards the car , I just yell to them that I'll catch up in minute and I go to tell the others we are leaving , I walk into hanalee's room to see she is sleeping with Matt right next to her just running his fingers through her hair
"Hey Matt bud , we are going home to get some rest and gonna come back tommorow morning, wanna come?"
He thinks for a moment before he agrees , he gets up and kisses her forehead , before we start heading out , I see Taylor and jack sitting on the floor in the hallway , I decide to tell them the plan too.
" Hey guys we are going home wanna come?"
"No, I'm gonna stay but I'll call you later and update you on Hanaleee" jack says a throws a sympathetic smile my way.
I look at Taylor

"No , I'm gonna stay" he says not looking up from his lap , he sitting on the floor with his back against the wall with his legs stretched out and his hands twisted together , his knuckles are white so I can tell he's very deep in thought, we tell them goodnight before making our way to the cars.