Baby Love

Chapter 12

Shehnaaz POV

I woke up suddenly as somebody was knocking my door very loudly. Then the events that took place today flash towards my eyes. I thought that was all a dream, a very bad dream. But unfortunately it was not. I kept my both hands on my head and started crying a hysterically. I kept my head low in such a way that it was  supported  by my knees. I cocooned myself.

Again I heard the knocking on my door but I didn't stand or make any sound to move and open the door. My body was drained. I was not in the mood of listening anyone more condolences or comforting me. I don't know now how will I live in this whole world alone.

I also not know what will happen to me now. But right now I don't want to think this also. I want to ask waheguru ji why he did this to me. And even if he did then why he didn't take me also with mamma and papa. I don't want to live alone now. I can't even able to breathe without them." Waheguru ji please aap unko vapas lauta do please ya phir mujhe bhi apne paas bula lo. Please please aap mujhe apne paas bula lo". I was murmuring these things in my head.

I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't realize that a figure is standing behind me. I quickly wiped my tears and turn around to see who was standing. Sidharth....what he is doing here...even if he is present here...what he is doing  in my room. I was confused but then realize that rita aunty must have called him. 

I looked towards him and then his eyes. His eyes were reflecting pain and concern. The person who gave me butterflies in my stomach, whose proximity has such effect that I would forget my surroundings, whose even a slight touch gave me shivers and goosebumps on my skin, is now standing in front of me, he is present here.

Right now I want to forget everything. This pain that is becoming unbearable for me I want him to soothe me. I want him to help me so that I can forget this pain. I want him to hold me and say everything will be alright ,this is all is false. My mamma and papa is alive and this all never happened. I want him to just make believe that I am not alone, I want him to protect me like my father, I want him to pamper me like my mamma so that I can forget this pain.

"Shehnaaz" in a soft voice he called me as if he thought if he will call me loudly then I will cry again. Though my tears have  not stop, they are flowing  continously from my eyes silently. Listening his voice I was not able to control myself and jump in his arms directly. He was not expecting me to jump like this on him so his feet  disbalanced, I thought we will fall down on the floor but he kept his hold on the ground strong so we don't fall.

His arms came slowly and hesitantly wrapped around me so that I don't fall and I kept my head in the crook of his neck and my arms tightly wrapped around his neck. I was crying hysterically.  He walked towards my bed and sat on it by taking the support of  headboard in such a way It was looking like I was straggling him. But right now I did not paid attention to these things. I was lost in my parents memory.

He started patting my back softly and told me to stop crying. He was saying sweet things in my ear but his words were not able to reach my ears. I was lost in my thinking.  He was being patient with me and was giving me time to process all of it. My sobs now died and we both sat in that position for a few moments silently.

Shehnaaz POV ends

Sidharth POV 

She was clinging to me right now and are position was also not helping me either. She don't know that her proximity affects me alot. Her every body part was touching me. I was not expecting her to act like this as we were not that close. Thinking this only my heart aches with unknown reason. But I was also feeling good thinking that she was finding her comfort in me.

When mom left to bring some food for both of us I straight away move towards her room. I first knocked her door softly. But not getting any response from inside I got restless. I started banging her door loudly and when again I did not got any response I got scared and many bad thoughts started coming into my mind like she might have not done something to herself as she is just a kid only.  

She looks so immature and soft like a flower. How will she handle it. Thinking this only sweat beads were forming on my forehead. I called mom to ask her if she could provide me with the keys of shehnaaz room as she is not opening her door and no sound is coming from inside.

Listening this only mom also got scared and we started looking for the keys. Mom found the set of keys in the drawer and handed me. Me and mom were moving towards the door but suddenly mom's phone started ringing. It was neetu's call. Thinking that it might be important as she never calls at this time she picked it up and told me to go as she will come in few minutes after attending the call. 

So I move towards her room and after  trying almost all the keys finally I found the right one and opened the door. I saw her sitting on the bed cocooned in herself. The way her shoulders were shaking I got the idea she is crying. 

I slowly and silently moved towards her and stood beside her. She was lost in herself and I was lost in her. The dress she was wearing was looking beautiful on her. Though I was not able to see her fully but my heart was saying she must be looking good in it. Her cries were getting loud and seeing her in this state I was also feeling her pain.

I was not able to see her like this in this condition. At this rate she will get sick. So I called her softly to make her know that I am here, just by her side to support her , to console her, to soothe her every pain. I did not thought I can talk to somebody this softly and calmly. But whatever it is I shrugged all the thoughts and focused on shehnaaz.

She turned and looked at me. Her eyes were looking in my eyes and somewhat wanted to convey some things. Suddenly she jumped in my arms and I froze. Due to her sudden jump I lost my balance slightly but did not let us fall. Her arms were wrapped around my neck tightly and her face was in my crook of my neck. Her legs were wrapped around my waist.

I was feeling goosebumps appearing my whole body. This feeling I have never felt before. I have done many one night stand but no girl have this kind of effect on me like her. Even her merely touch can ran shiver down my spine. Her innocence is one of her best charms that keeps me captivating. Though her act of was innocent but for me it felt different but in a good way. 

My thoughts were broken listening her cries. I wrapped my arms around her hesitantly as I shouldn't do it but right now I shrugged my this thought as right now I thought the most important thing is to comfort her and provide her some relief. So I started moving towards her bed and sat down by taking the support of headboard. Like this shehnaaz was appearing like she was straggling me. She was crying in my neck continously and I was patting her back and asking her to stop crying. I was saying sweet things in her ears but it was not affecting her in any sought of way. After some moment she stopped crying and we sat silently.

Thinking that she might get herself sick I holded her arms softly and brought her face out of my neck so that I can look at her face properly and have a proper conversation with her. 

As soon as I brought her face in front of me I observed that her eyes has turned painfully red and her cheeks were having dried tears. Her nose has also turned red. There was cute pout formed on her lips. In normal circumstances, I would have teased her saying that she looked like a cute baby as she does not like anybody calling her small. But due to the current situation I told her something else.

Sidharth POV ends.

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