Baby Love

Chapter 27

Guys before reading the chapter I want you all to read this first. It's important.

I just wanted to know, are you all finding the chapters boring because readers are decreasing. I wanted you all to reply me honestly because if you will not tell me then how would I know. If you are not liking how the plot is going, do tell. This will be quite helpful for me. I just wanted you all to enjoy these moments of sidnaaz and know how there bond grow. 

Shehnaaz POV 

There are days which are beautiful and then are one's which are not. Likewise, some moments in life are beautiful and stay with you forever, like for me ,the day when I went to amusement park with sidharth was my best day of my life, he spend full day with me being carefree and having smile all the time, I haven't seen him like that ever. I was happy seeing him happy. And there are some moments that you want to forget but they won't leave you alone, like for me the  day my parents died. Though I have accepted the fact that they will never going to come back and I have to learn to stay without them but the void will also remain in my heart forever. I miss them every time. 

I also have come with terms that shukla mansion is my home now and sidharth and rita maa are my family. I have only talked with neetu di on phone or on video call but I haven't met her yet. She is also a fun loving person to be with. And her baby is soo adorable. She didn't come to shukla mansion yet as she is busy with her home duties. 

My past days have been quite  blissful and time passed quickly. From tomorrow my final exams are starting and I have somehow prepared for it without getting distracted with the thoughts of Sidharth.

Sidharth...the name itself brings jitters in my stomach and a smile on my face. I was not knowing before that I can get attached to any person this much that I am attached to sidharth. I kind of developed emotional attachment with him.

I have learnt quite a lot of things about him and he about me. We both have come closer to each other and now there is no nervousness or reluctantness in talking or touching each other.. touching in the sense hugging or kissing each other of course on foreheads or cheeks. We talked a lot everyday when he comes at night from office in my room or his or on terrace. 

He knows now I have become protective and possessive for him and I cared a lot about his likes and dislikes. Sometimes I even question myself , it is healthy to get attached with someone so much? I don't know and I also don't want to know. He was my first crush at first and now he has become my emotional attachment, god knows now in future what he will become of mine. But whatever it is, I will not let this affect my mind now as I have exams from tomorrow without any break and I cannot take any risk too. If I didn't get appropriate marks then sidharth will get upset from me and I don't want him to be. So i will try and give my hundred percent. 

I started my revision, so that I don't forget anything. Tomorrow is history exam and i Know I literally suck at it. But I have not any other option but to do it.

One hour has passed and I have only revised two chapters and around six chapters are still left and I have feeling so sleepy that I can passed out anytime. I can't even revised in the morning because I know I will turned off the alarm and again sleep.  Argggh what should I do now. I am so stressed and tired.

I heard my room's door opening and sidharth coming. He changed into his shorts and t-shirt looking all freshened up.

"Tum kab aaye office sa" I asked him. 

"Bus abhi aaya tum batao tumhara revision ho gaya" he said and settled down beside me on the bed while taking my book in his hand and seeing what chapter I was revising.