Chapter 29

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Guys I am sorry first as I know ,I told you all that I will update yesterday but due to some reasons I was unable to do so. So here it is an early update.

And Happy friendship day to all of you.❤❤

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Shehnaaz POV

He cradled me in his arms like a baby and was continously muttering some soothing words in my ears to make me stop my tears. I know I am being selfish and stopping him from fulfilling his dreams by making him feel guilty for leaving me, but I don't know. I can't even imagine a day without him, without seeing his face , without fighting with him and without feeling his presence which I am addicted too. He is and become my only source that does not make me feel lonely infact make me happy.

So I don't know what to do. An idea struck my mind and I immediately moved from his arms but still remain in contact with him by placing my hands on his chest and his loosely wrapped around my waist.

He was confused seeing my this reaction and seeing my bright face.

"Sidharth aisa ho sakta hai kya ki mane tere saath aa saku, mane pakka tujhe bilkul pareshan nahi karungi pakka promise, mujhe akela na chordh yaha, please" I requested him.

"Bachaa agar aisa ho sakta toh mane tujhe pakka lejata apne saath but aisa nahi ho sakta kyuki mane pura time meeting mane busy honga aur mane tujhe akela chordh kar bhi toh nahi jaa sakta waha anjaan jagah par jaha mera dhyaan teri taraf hoga" he said in helpless voice.

My mood again deflated hearing his  answer and I again went in his arms where my face was pressed on his chest. I know I am making everything difficult for him, but what can I do, he has become my addiction. 

But I know I can't be selfish and cannot come in between his dreams so, I prepared my mind and said to him from there only without coming out from his chest "Thik hai sidharth tu jaa, mane tera wait karungi aur ha agar hosake toh please jaldi aana ok, aur ha agar tune ek din bhi extra lagaya waha toh yaad rakhiyo sidharth mane tujhe chittar marungi." I said to him softly.

Sidharth chuckled lightly and said "Sweetheart tu ye naye words kaha sa leke aati hai"

"Bus mane kya hi baato mane itni talented hoon ki words apne aap aajate hai" I said in a proud tone.

"Chal nautanki aur ha tune mujhe jo bola....whatever woh tujhe maarne ki zaroorat nahi padegi aakhir mane tujhsa aur din door reh bhi nahi paunga aur tere palke japakte hi ye din bhi nikal jayenge"

I blushed hearing his statements for me. I loved how he was equally addicted to me and also cannot handle my absence too.

"Chal shehnaaz mane jaata hoon packing bhi karni hai kal subha early morning flight bhi hai" he said while getting up.

"Sun mane bhi teri help karti hoon jaldi hojayega kaam" I said to him as I also wanted to spend some more time with him before his departure.

He nodded his head and we both left towards his room hand in hand. 

We both packed his luggage where he handed me his clothes according to his need and I arranged them properly in the bag. Although I was feeling awful but I kept my calm.

Soon his packing was done but still I don't want to leave him. I want to stay beside him. The need of staying in his arms was increasing. 

But I cannot say to him sensing how awkward it will though we had slept with each other subconsciously.

I was about to leave but I stopped listening his words "Shehnaaz sun agar tujhe problem na ho toh aaj tu yahi soja, mane chahta hoon ki aaj jitna ho sake mane tere paas reh saku"

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