Baby Love

Chapter 39

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Shehnaaz POV

I was suprised hearing his apology like this and this way. The way he described his possessiveness that he has for me literally shook me to the core and giving me a hope...hope of some feelings that he might feel for me, hope of us being together not only as a friends but more than that. Knowing him too well I didn't expected him to tell me in words about this but he literally blown me and left me freeze at my place. I am left speechless with no words coming out of my mouth.

I guess my silence was taken negative and he said "Sweetheart koi baat nahi agar tu mujhe maaf nahi kar sakti par haa mane fir try karunga jab tak tu mujhe nahi maaf kar de-"

I cut his rumbling by immediately hugging him tightly. My hands were wrapped around his neck and my face rested in the crook of his neck.

I know he might be in shock because I didn't fell his arms around me, I guess he might be in daze whether it is true or not and to make him feel this is all real I kissed him there...on his neck.

This broke his thought process and he without wasting any second snaked his arms around me and lifting my feet from the floor and tightly wrapping me around himself. I could feel he is smiling like literally displaying his 32 teeth.

"Thank you, thank you sweetheart tune maaf kar diya mujhe mane bata nahi sakta mane kitna kush hoon , tu finally mujhsa baat karegi aur mujhe waise hi tang karegi jaise humesha karti thi" He said this still keeping his face in the crook of my neck where else after listening this I came out of his neck and looked at him with one eyebrow raise and asked "Mane tujhe tang karti hoon ha, toh rehne da teri maafi mujhe nahi chahiye, mane toh pareshan karti hoon na khotte"

"Nahi nahi sweetheart tu kaha tang karti hai woh toh mane hoon jo tujhe tang karta hoon" he said almost pleadingly like fearing that I might again became mad over this.

"Sab samjhti hoon mane sidharth tu kya keh raha hai ,mujhe aisi waisi mat samaj, bahut akal hai mujhma" I said proudly.

"Ha ha maate bhala aap sa kaun panga lena chahega" he said smilingly.

"Achaa woh sab chordh mane tujhe ek baat clear karna chahti hoon ki agar kabhi bhi tujhe mujhpa kissi baat par gussa aata hai toh pehla mujhsa shaanti sa puchna ki puri baat kya hai aur maine aisa kyu kiya agar phir bhi reason jaane ke baat bhi tujhe mujhpar gussa aa raha hai toh mujhe pehle shanti sa samjha meri galti kya hai na ki mujh par bhadak par okay, aur fir chahe tu mujhsa gussa ho jayeyo koi baat nahi mane mana lungi par ha zada dair apne nakhre bhi mat dikhaiyo, agar ye sab manzoor hai toh bol warna mane fir baat nahi kar rahi tujhsa aur teri maafi bhi jo maine tujhe di hai woh mane wapas le rahi hoon" I explained to him my terms and conditions before any other siyapaa comes between us because in anger he does and say things which really hurt me and my self respect.

"Aur ha ek aur baat keh deti hoon agar tu mere liye possessive hai toh mane bhi tere liyo hoon yaad rakhiyo, agar tu mujhe kissi ke saath nahi dekh sakta toh mane tujhe bhi kissi aur ke saath nahi dekh sakti, mane phaadh ke rakh doongi tujhe bhi aur ussa bhi jiske saath tu mujhe zaada chipkata hua dikhai da gaya toh" I further added making him realize the same feelings that I had for him.

He did nothing but smiled at me and again wrapped me in his arms but this time my face was placed on his chest and his face on top of my head.

"Mane teri har baat maane ke liye ready hoon jo tu bole bas mujhsa baat karna mat chordh shehnaaz tujhe nahi pata ye do din mere liye kaise guzra hai" he said softly.

"Hmm nahi chordhungi baat karna tujhsa, tujhe nahi pata sidharth mere liye bahut mushkil tha tujhsa naa baat karna, kameene tune apni itni gandi aadat daal di hai mujhe ki jab tujhsa na baat karo toh mere pait mane dard hoti hai sidharth mane hi jaanti maine apne aap ko kitna roka teresa na baat karu aur tujhe ehsaas dilaaoo ki kitna bura laga mujhe jab tune wo sab bola mujhe bina soche samjhe" I said to him sadly.