Can You Not?

Chapter 4: At last

"Holy shit, holy shit, holy shihihihit!!!!!" Marissa screamed right when we pulled into the airport. We almost had a bus full of people, everyone from Greenview that was going for the summer was there. Even Derrick. I mean there was only like 16 of us using 4 beach houses. But the driver pulled up and we all went to lug our almost 50 bags out of the carry space, and thank the driver. As we walked into the airport, Dan grabbed my hand and held it tight as we made our way to security. I never, ever liked those things, they made me nervous. But Dan kept by my side and took care of me. "Come on you'll be fine just walk through." Dan whispered as I walked up nervously to the buckets and started to take my metal things off and put my bags into the buckets as well. "What if they find my pads?" I questioned under my breath. "Oh goodness every girl has pass with her Mar." Ever since we started dating, he's been calling me Mar and I honestly don't mind it, and that's weird for me because I hate nicknames with a burning passion. I uneasily stepped through the door like security thing a ma bob. I ran to grab my shoes and bag and jewelry before anyone stole it. "Calm your boobs dude no ones going to steal your shit." Marissa said hardly. We took our seats and waited patiently for our plane. Well except for Derrick who sat there shaking his legs and asking every flight attendant who walked by when the plane was ready. I could tell he was nervous. Then I remembered, I'm afraid of heights. The anxiety started to sink in and cause a huge lump in my throat to form and make me panic even more. I held it in for about 10 more minutes before I just released everything into Dan's chest. "Shhh Mar it's okay you'll be fine, just don't look out the window." "How'd you know why I was crying?" I sniffled. "Because I know everything about you Mar. And I just don't understand how you can get so worked up in like 10 mins.?" "I guess I'm an emotional person." I laughed with tears still in my eyes, which were red and puffy. I payed there in his chest for almost 2 hours before our plane was called. Everyone screamed and raced up, getting their bags and putting them on the cart to be taken to the storage area. We were the first on the plane and had to stay in our assigned seats until the plane started. Of course I was put next to Derrick. I sighed as he sat next to me not Dan. And to make it worse I was at the window. "Hello ladies and gentleman, this is your captain speaking, please buckle your seat-belts and enjoy the ride. No smoking permitted on the plane." "Damit." I heard Derrick mutter under his breath. Eww. Smoking is so disgusting and I never knew why people did it. I rolled my eyes and tried to close them but as the plane started moving, I felt my stomach come up into my throat. I swallowed hard enough to push it back down and put my head back, trying to relax. "You okay?" Derrick asked. I shook my head no. "Is there anything I can do to help?" "Get Dan please...." I whispered trying to keep it all down. "I um can't until we're allowed to move seats." I nodded and sat tight. Finally after 20 mins. the little red light turned off and I was so sick I grabbed Derricks shirt and almost yelled, "GET Dan right now." I know I was exaggerating but I also had a fear of throwing up in front of strangers, so Derrick had to move. My stomach was churning and I could taste the acid in my mouth. I was sweating and breathing so hard, people must have thought I was having a heart attack. "Oh my God okay." He yelled back and then he turned around and left. 2 mins later, I heard feet coming down the walkway fastly. "Oh my god Mar are you okay??" he asked concerned. "No no no no no." I replyed trying not to open my mouth or it would have all come out. This is why I don't fly on planes. "You look like you water just broke Mar!" He joked laughing. " I faked a smile, and as it did, it was coming back up. "God Damit Dan get the freaking attendant." I reached over and grabbed the little bag and threw up so much I was almost drained. Everything was getting dizzy and my head was throbbing, probably because I had a migrate as well. Them my heart rate started going up as I panicked as to where Dan was. I stood up and started slowly walking down the aisle when I saw Dan at the end of the plane pointing to me. Then everything went black. All I could hear was someone repeatedly screaming "MARGO, MARGO GOD DAMN SOMEONE HELP ME." Then my hearing was gone.