Written By The Moonlight 🌙

Part 11: Mi amor(my lover)

Months passed by and no one noticed how Nat and Remus were closer they both liked it that way, they get to have privacy. Harry was now in his 6th year and seemed to be enjoying it. Nat and Harry kept in touch through owls they tried implementing tech in the order but it was hard for them to understand so they kept things how it was. The order had no news on her aunt, nat didn't gave up though if there was no body it meant she was alive. It was a week before Halloween, Remus was in Nats room with his head between her legs. When suddenly the door to her room opens standing there was Molly Weasley she let out a shriek she would rival Lydia form that tv show teen wolf. Damn Molly had powerful lungs. Molly asked her that nat should've mentioned that she was with Remus and she would've stopped trying to set her up with Bill. In reality Bill hasnt told her mom that he was seeing someone, He didnt want his mother to ask about marriage and all that for now, and Nat well she was with Remus.
At this Remus left in a huff with nat running after him
Nat: Remus wait Remus please
Remus: why didn't you tell me!
Nat: I didn't think it mattered, I always told molly I was seeing someone but she never believed me and I know you don't want people to know about us how and I supposed tell molly hm she kept wondering why I never took said guy to the burrow.
Remus: you're right I just got jealous he has been having his eye on you for a while know.
Nat:you know he is serious about someone he hasnt told Molly,you know howshe can get. I only want you my wolf. You know that your reactions will only get worse right? Moony wants to claim me and you know this
Remus: I know it's just that I want you to be sure when it happens.
Nat: this is more about me being sure Remus I have told you pleanty of time I want everything with you, house kids the whole shabang.
Remus kisses her and nat let go of the subject for know .
Ever since that day they made it official and Tonks had gone on all Bellatrix on her. Nat put her in her place.
Nat: Enough nymphadora he is mine. He made his choice and respect it. Now stop acting like a silly teenager.
Tonks stopped visiting grimmauld after the confrontation only showing up for meeting and debriefings. Sirius had taken to announcing his arrival before entering any room. He seriously exaggerated he only caught them again in the bathroom.
Nat and Remus enjoyed the days before the full moons. Those time Remus would let Moony come out to play yet Remus still refused to let moony claim her. It had gotten to the point that Remus would shift alone it had caused a small argument but nat didn't push it she knew that breaking down his walls would be hard but she loved him and was willing to be there no matter what.time was going fast it seemed. Voldemort was gaining more power by the min and the order had their hands tied.
It was the day after the full moon and Remus was in the library resting.Nat:( seriously who rests in a library and he calls me a swot) she arrived and saw Remus laying down on the floor with only his jeans on. Nat went to strap his waist with her legs and massaged his chest and arms. Remus groans at the feeling of her small hands on his skin. Remus: what are you doing little one
Nat: I am helping you relax love.
Remus: talia moony is still at the surface.
Nat: then let him come out to play my love
Suddenly Remus turns them around with her laying down on the floor and him on top.
Remus: is this what you want little one( undresses Nat) tell me do you want gentle or hard, hm answer me or I will leave you here like this
Nat: no don't leave I want it hard please Remus I want you
Remus/ moony: sorry love but the human is in the back he has kept me away from you and this little cunt. (Talk about dominance)
Out of nowhere Moony positions her on all fours and enters her not letting her adjust to his size.He holds her wrists in the dip of her lower back as he pistoned into Nat, pelvis hitting her ass and making it jiggle with each thrust . Do you feel me little one, how deep I am inside you. Soon I will mark you. He keeps me away sometimes. don't worry though he will break eventually. Primal growls erupt from him each time he bottoms out inside her. Nat feels she is more wet than previous times she wanted him, his cum. Moony: I'm gonna cum inside you. Watch your belly swell. Nat: gods I'm gonna cum. Moony: would you like that little one. You want me to breed you look at you so beautiful. Moony can feel her clench around him; he can feel his fangs itching to come out suddenly he is being pulled back to the darkness of Remus' mind. Remus: Fuck talia! Remus moans her name and nat notices that Remus is back on control; she moans his name. He can feel she is close, his knot starts to swell and locks in place nat cums and so does Remus.
Remus: Sorry he took control(says in between breaths)
Nat: that was different but still amazing (Te amo)
Remus: here(handing her a small potion)
Nat: what is this?
Remus:a contraceptive potion I forgot to cast the spell .
Nat: ohh
Remus: we have talked about this nat let's wait on kids. You're young we can wait a couple years.
Nat: I know it's just that I can't help it I want a family with you but.. you know let's just forget about ok( she drinks the potion)
Nat gets up and finishes dressing. Remus hugs her and both walk to his room.
It was November when finally Nat exploded on Remus. She wanted to know why he didn't want to complete the bond or have kids. She cornered him outside his room.
Nat: what is happening between us every time I ask about the bond or kids you either blow me off or make decisions for me Remus.
Remus: look nat I am too old for you. I hear some of the order members talk how you're too young that you should be someone your age.
Nat: so this is about what people will say! Are you kidding me? Remember we are adults. We have a bond dios mío.
Remus: let me think about it ok I promise.
Nat: what do you mean think about it completing the bond and having kids.
Remus: yes. Let's just continue on how we are at the moment ok.
Nat: ok we will talk about this properly soon Remus.
Remus hugged and kissed her
In reality Remus was waiting on the other shoe to drop everything between them felt right but he didn't believe it would last.
After the small confrontation nat decided to show him how much she did want him and he was her everything.
It was Thanksgiving holidays for the kids and the Wesleys decided to celebrate the engagement of the one and only bill weasley and fleur delacour. Dumbledore granted the kids a couple days off for their celebration.
Fleur and Nat got along great. They talked and realized they have a lot in common.
On the sidelines Nymphadora Tonks could see that Remus and Nat had hit a strain in their relationship they were close but it looked like Remus was trying to keep his distance as well
Remus was listening on a conversation between Mrs. weasley and Nat
Mrs. Weasley: we just need Remus to propose dear but that man seems to keep on waiting for something to happen , no one knows what ,we all can see your love for one another .
Nat: oh Mrs. Weasley. We feel it is still too soon maybe once the war is over. We can settle down
Mrs. Weasley: nonsense dear, have you touched the subject on kids?
Nat: yes but it is too risky at the moment. Like I said, once this is over I want to start a family.
Mrs. Weasley: the way Sirius says it is going we might have a little nat or Remus running around soon
At this Remus almost choked on this drink. He left unnoticed by both witches
Remus: she is still on the subject of kids. I can't give her what she wants. I can't condemn a child to my curse.Even with her being half wolf/ veela it was a risk. Fuck and then the bond it was halfway complete.he couldn't finish it what if she regrets it no he will have to leave he had no other choice it was for the best.