It has been months, MONTHS! if her count was right 6 months have passed.She was going crazy. Remus followed her everywhere trying to get a conversation started which was always ignored. She felt bad for ignoring Remus but the last time they spoke it ended with her having a magical outburst. Sirius was being well sirius. He loved to drive Remus up the walls, one time she had to step in so Remus wouldn't punch him.
Full moon nights were the worst, having him close, her wolf and veela decided to finally come some what around. She would get all for lack of a better word horny.Moony didn't help either he would try to get her to submit.Yes it has been 6 long months.
They were about to pack when they heard noises coming from a couple trees away wands drawn ready to attack when they heard don't.It was Kingsley Nat runs towards him jumping into his arms for a hug. Finally another human being besides the two man children with her.The men lower their wands and start asking questions.Kingsley fills them in on what he knows and informs them he will be staying with them for a couple days to which Remus quickly refuses. Sirius gives him a look but stays quiet. Nat tells him to ignore Remus taking Kingsley's hand and walking to where she was packing.
Remus: What is he doing here?
Sirius: calm down he is her boyfriend he has a right to be here.
Remus;It's just that I thought I could win her back, but him being here won't help.
Sirius: I have a feeling she will forgive you soon. I can see her looking at you when you are sleeping she has that longing look, Just dont do anything stupid.
Kingsley and her have been catching up. He was right they were suited better as friends she thought.
The 3 days that kingsley has been here Nat has not left his side unless it was to sleep. It was driving Remus mad.It was late at night sirius was sleeping and kingsley was keeping watch when he heard her. She was moaning his name, Gods she was having a wet dream he could smell her arousal, then he heard her whisper his name. He needed to get fresh air .
Kingsley: can't sleep lupin?
Remus: uh no just needed some fresh air
It was awkward talking to one another after all they both loved the same woman.after that small interaction Remus decided to go back inside. It was going to be a long night, he thought.
It was time to move camp again. They didn't want to stay in the same place longer than what was necessary. According to Kingsley, Voldemort had the wolves capture anyone that was siding with Harry. Kingsley left on the day they were moving camp. Nat asked if he was sure and how he was going to find them and reminded Nat he was an auror.
Another month passed and still no sign of Harry Nat was worried, she knew she should have left with them but Harry said that it was better she stay and kept an eye on Sirius. She was looking at pictures of her friends and family and some that she had taken with aunt Bonnie she missed them Kingsley was there with her a tear slipped from her eyes,tenderly Kingsley wipes the tear away and embraces her Remus walks in and sees them, he was having a hard time with himself and moony. What he says next causes him to start an argument between him and Nat
Remus: well don't you both look cozy trying to get in her knickers shacklebolt?
Nat: what is that suppose to mean
Kingsley: As much as I would've enjoyed getting in her knickers lupin, we are no longer together. We ended things on the day I sent the message about the ministry.
Nat: (she stands up) What is your problem! You can't just go around saying stuff like that just because you are not having a good day.
Remus: I am not having a good day that is all you think is happening! (Both. Walking away from tent and further into the woods)
Nat:don't walk away from me when I am talking!
Remus: then maybe you shouldn't do that to me either!
Suddenly they are face to face glaring at each other,Nat slaps him hard, his face turns at the impact. Remus looks back at her and kisses her hard
Remus: Merlin I missed you!
Nat tries to push him away but in reality she wants him. she missed his taste of chocolate and firewhiskey
Nat: We should stop
She pulls away and distances herself a bit. She looks him in the eye and notices A dark look in his eyes, she takes in a sharp gasp.He takes one big step towards her, grabs her face in his hands as he smashes his lips on her.
Kissing him back furiously, he growls in her mouth as he pushes her back against a tree behind her and presses himself against her body. His hands travel down Nat's sides and start to unbutton her jeans, pulling them down. She pushed him gently away. "What if someone comes?" She whispers.
Remus: Then let him, tell me little one. Does he make you feel good? Have you imagined him taking you out here where anyone can see?
Nat:(blushing ) I we never...
Remus: answer me little one, did he make you cum? Did you beg him like you did me! Answer me! (He sneers his hand rubs her inner thighs)
Nat: we never (god he was making her dizzy with want) we never slept together
Remus: your mine little one,( rips her knickers ) say it
Nat refuses, and Remus continues touching her
Nat: please I want you,need you inside me
Her words are all that he needs to let go of all the pent up sexual need in him and he holds her hands up restraining her,quickly he frees himself from his pants and briefs. Nat can see his tip dripping pre-cum and his throbbing at his base, Nat takes in a deep breath as he pulls her hips towards him and lifts her farther up before swiftly removing her jeans from her body.
His lips return for a bruising kiss as his tip teases at her soaking entrance and his hand runs up her inner thigh,he slowly pushed himself inside. Moaning as she feels him fill her up and stretching her to capacity, Nat wraps her arms around his neck when he bottoms out.
Remus: Who do you belong to, little one? Come on, say it!
Nat still refuses to answer
Moving faster and deeper into her,his thumb finds its way to her clit and gives it a hard touch which makes Nat groan and her body jolt at the touch. "Fuck, Remus, her lips touch his neck as he roughly thrusts into her. Pulling her hair back so she can see him he asks again
Remus: who do you belong to! Tell me you are mine(says softly)
Nat: I am yours love
Tell me what you want Talia ,Remus growls, his thumb rubbing circles on her bundle of nerves and bringing her closer to an orgasm.
Nat whimpers when his movements slow, making her nails dig into his shoulders. Please Remus I need it. Their coupling was primal; they knew it was their other selves trying to recover from being away for so long.
Feeling his knot drag against her walls, heat builds up in her body as her walls start to clench around him. Merlin, Nat, Remus growls, his movements becoming needier and sloppier as his own climax builds inside of him. "You have no idea how long I've waited for this," he grunts, his teeth teasing at your bonding gland
Nat was panicking. He better not mark her because she was not ready, gods she was acting like a wolf in heat. But the sensation and pleasure Remus was giving her was enough to throw her warning thoughts out the window
Remus she moans , throwing her head back as the heat inside her bursts and she cums with a loud moan. It's enough for Remus to break, and his knot to fully inflate and catch her walls, locking him to her as he fills her womb with his seed. He felt his teeth change to fangs he was going to claim her.
Nat noticed the change and put her hand in his mouth to stop him from marking her. At this Remus comes to his senses and looks straight into her eyes with a hurt and defeated look.
Nat: this doesn't change anything
Remus: Talia I love you
Nat: hahahaha and am supposed to drink up your words of love like a child that believes anything they tell them.
Remus winced, as she quoted some of the stuff he told her on the day he called it quits.
Nat: we fucked it was good now move on.
And just like that she walked away leaving him standing there regretting everything he said that day.
Nat arrives back at the tent and notices Kingsley was still sitting where she left him, he looks up and gives her a small smile. Is everything alright? He asks.
Yes, everything is good. Want to go for a walk? Said Nat.
Kingsley: Actually before we go I have something for you. (He pulls out what seems to be a book wrapped in gift paper.) I know it is actually late, a couple months late but It was hard to track you in the beginning of the war and well here happy belated birthday.
Nat: Kingsley you shouldn't have thank you thank you
Kingsley: I hope you enjoy them
Nat opens her gift excitedly. It was a book on Arithmetic and ancient runes and Fantastic beasts and where to find them.
Nat squeals and goes to hug Kingsley. She was about to kiss Kingsley's cheek when he turned and accidentally kissed his lips. At that moment Remus walks in.
Nat: Remus this is not what it looks like
Remus: well it sure as fuck is what it looks like. What? I wasn't enough for you oh mighty Artemis.
Nat: It was an accident!
Remus: I get it, I am too poor and damaged for you! Is that it?!
Nat: what! this has nothing to do with us I can't keep doing this with you Remus am going for a walk
Kingsley: It is best if I go see you Nat, Lupin.
Nat: Kingsley no wait
She runs after Kingsley and accidentally bumps into Sirius.
Woah nat slow down and why is Shacklebolt leaving?asks Sirius
Nat: Ask your friend and where have you been?! Ahh never mind get in there and go to sleep now! and next time don't take off without letting one of us know.
Yes mother and is father mad too?says Sirius in a sarcastic voice he turns around and Nat is on the ground crying. He walks to her and embraces her into a hug.Everything will be alright kid even in the darkest times you can find happiness, He loves you kid, he really does. The problem is — he has been alone for so long and well you know how the law is not kind to werewolves.
I will be fine, you know. Don't worry about me she says and walks back into the tent.
Remus was wide awake, his mind working on how to win the woman he loves back. Merlin help me If she forgives me I will spend the rest of my life making her happy,with those final words he falls into a fitful sleep
It has been 2 weeks since their argument and Nat was in her head most of the time. He noticed how she finally acknowledged him.
He was guarding her while she bathed in the lake, they had come close to being caught by snatchers, and Sirius and him were worried about leaving Nat on her own. They started taking turns guarding her. She was light on her feet, Remus was so deep in thought he didn't notice her coming out of the lake until he caught her scent. Nat was changing as fast as she could,she didn't want to make him or herself feel more awkward.She finished and nudged his arm to say let's go. Remus followed closely when she started asking him about ancient runes. He happily replied until they arrived at the tent,once there she got ready for her turn to keep watch while Sirius arrived with food from a nearby village.
Ever since the day in the lake she started to talk more to him,it was like she was trying to rekindle their friendship.Sirius noticed the change between his niece and friend and hoped they would eventually stop fighting what they felt.
It was dark. It was 2 days before the full moon and Remus couldn't sleep,moony was restless. Then he gets up from his bed and walks to where Nat is keeping watch. He goes up to her and kisses her, Remus was expecting a slap but instead she returned the kiss with equal desperation.
What are you doing? Nat whispers
I need you, love was all he says when he starts kissing her down to her neck.
Ok she replied, nods her head and slowly gives into his touch.
It was gentle yet fast. She made him feel crazy things with her touch. Remus cups her face and leans in for a kiss to which she replies with a whisper of his name Remus, he can feel her walls flutter and increase the pace he whispers in her ear, mine and looks her in the eye,yours she says. His knot locks in place and they both cum.
The full moon passed but it left him weak,Nat took care of his self inflicted wounds. She gives him a gentle smile and feeds him her rations of food. He declines at first but reluctantly agrees when she promises to steal some fruit from the stash that Sirius hides for his late snack.
They both spent their nights together,Remus was afraid to ask where they stood. So he just kept quiet,Nat was slowly opening her heart to Remus. So when Sirius asked about what they both refused to label all she said was I haven't got the foggiest idea what you're talking about.he dropped the subject for now.
She had left, and both men didn't know what to do. All she left was a note saying the kids needed help.
Sirius was a worried mess and Remus well he was not coping too well with her gone.
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Written By The Moonlight 🌙
FanficIt all started in Harry's 5th year he saw her at headquarters for the order, well more like crashed in the middle of a meeting. Nobody knew where she came from; the only thing she had with her was a small bag and a pendant that took Sirius' breath...
