Insatiable Habits

Headache

💋Cecily💋

As commanded, I started cleaning up the bathroom, extremely embarrassed and mortified that I hadn't made it to the toilet before my dinner came back to haunt me, I don't think I'll be able to eat lasagna again after this, just thinking about it made my stomach twist and my mouth salivate with nausea.

But what was worse was what my heart felt, it twisted in pain by the way he treated me, lacking any sort of compassion or sympathy for me, as if I planned on having motion sickness, I had never flown so I wouldn't know weather it made me sick or not beforehand.

I shouldn't let my feelings be hurt by him, this is who he was, he didn't care about anybody but himself and his grandparents because they saved him, he was mentally unwilling to care about me, I was merely a means to an end for him...but my body reacted to him, even when he was cruel, when he jerked me from my bedroom floor by my hair and squeezed my throat, it terrified me but turned me on just as much.

I didn't care if he used me...actually, I did care but I wouldn't let it stop me, I missed him and wanted his attention no matter how negative, that's why I taunted him with my teasing photos and video, I just didn't know it would cause him to react the way he had.

"Teseo!" I called out from the bathroom after I was pretty certain that I had cleaned all of my puke from the area, I had even cleaned myself up in the sink and washed my mouth out over and over again with some mouthwash I found in the small cupboard.

Moments later he appeared at the door, raking his eyes over me first as I leaned against the small sink vanity in the far corner. His eyes inspected every freaking detail of the bathroom until they found their way back to mine. "That will do...can I trust you to come sit down and not vomit on anything else?" He enquired bitterly, sounding tired, he looked tired too.

"Yes, I'm okay now!" I nodded along with my words, his eyebrow cocked upwards then he turned and walked off, leaving me to follow along, as soon as we reached the main area again, I felt unbalanced and scared all over again, the small space of the bathroom had offered some security.

He stared at me as he stood in front of the same single chair as before, before I begged him to sit with me, before I got sick...he must have noticed my terrified expression because he groaned loudly, burdened with annoyance by my mere existence before he crossed over to the couch and sat down.

"Come on then..." he patted the cushion beside him and I hurried to sit by him, close enough to feel safe and feel his warmth but not close enough to touch him, if I so much as brushed against him he would likely come unglued.

"So, Indiana." I stated, that's what the pilot had confirmed what Teseo said, over the intercom before I lost my shit. My meltdown was a chain reaction to everything unfolding so quickly, I didn't think that he would fly here just to collect me for my trashy behavior, yet here I am...flying across states in somebody's private jet with him.

"Don't talk, you talk too much" he grimaced, not even opening his eyes to shoot me his usual murderous glare, he just rubbed circles on his temples.

I pursed my lips, tapping my fingers silently on my thighs as I watched him, he must have been in some pain. "I give amazing scalp massages, if you want...it may help!" I quickly said, knowing that he would interrupt me at any moment.