Insatiable Habits

Marry That Girl

NOTE* This is the remainder of my pre written chapter, it may take me several weeks or months even to finish this book, that's the good and bad side of indie authors, I have kids, animals and a full time business, I enjoy writing when I'm in the right mindset for it, I will work hard to finish everything up for all of you who have waited and so kindly written me with concern, I have not forgotten about you! ♥️

🔥Teseo🔥

I'm mortified with myself.
I told her she was going to marry me, I didn't want to ask because I didn't want to give her the choice to say no.

Wouldn't it be better if she would say no? It would be best if she packed her shit and ran far far away from me with our unborn child still safely inside of her womb and safe from me. I don't know how I'll do this, I've grown mostly used to the annoyance of her, fuck I even crave her, I've wanted her against my body, sleeping beside me and soothed by her gentle breaths but I don't know if I'll be able to handle the annoyance of a baby and the crying. But I want her even though I refuse to admit it, I cannot let her go but I cannot tell her how I feel about her.

Now I want to kiss her, I want to feel her soft lips on mine, I've never wanted to kiss another woman, the act is repulsive to me, or it used to be. But with Cecily it isn't repulsive, I want to kiss her, I'm going to kiss her and then I'm going to lift her onto this countertop and I'm going to fuck her mercilessly until she's babbling my name over and over again. "Please kiss me-" I silence her begging with my lips, pressed to hers, a slight tilt to her head, her jaw which I cradle with both of my hands, I may have never kissed another mouth before but I am not completely stupid, I have kissed every other part of her flesh and just like that, her mouth melts against mine, her lips melding with mine, the whimper of her contentment encourages me to lick at the seam of her mouth, her lips part and her mouth opens to allow my tongue inside of her mouth, hers meets mine tasting of peanut butter, smooth, warm and wet against mine eliciting a groan into her mouth.

I like this, kissing her; it's just as intimate as I imagined it to be, which is mostly why I wouldn't kiss anybody, including her; before now. I lean into her, into the kiss, again encouraged by her hands tangling up into the front of my shirt, she's scared to touch me of course because I've made her afraid, I don't want to completely remove that fear from her. I know I'm a sick, manipulative bastard.

I slide my left hand down from her face, still cradling her jaw and neck with my right hand. Exploring her body with my left, grabbing, pulling and pinching her nipples through her sweater which I left up and touch her warm skin against my hand. Pressing a few more chaste kisses on her lips. "Arms up!" She obeys as I strip her sweatshirt from her body. "Naughty minx, where is your bra, Hmm?" She looks coyly as I chastise her but doesn't move her hands from my shirt, making quick work of the buttons. "They're too sore for a bra..." she eyes me, almost grimacing for bringing up our little revelation from earlier but I let it slide in lieu of fucking her on this countertop. I humm instead, eyes trailing between her tits, they have gotten fuller. I lean down to her breasts and take a nipple into my mouth, sucking roughly on it as she gasps, grasping the edge of the counter top, I hold her steady with my hands on her hips as I make sloppy work of both of her tits before unbuttoning her jeans. "Hold onto me, sweetheart!" I scoop her up as soon as she wraps around me and tug her jeans and panties down together to her knees before sitting her ass onto the cold countertop again, she squeals in protest but I hush her up with my mouth against hers instantly, caressing her tongue with mine as I caress her parted thighs I've stepped between after ridding her of her jeans fully, working my way up to her wet labias with delicate strokes until I am literally stroking her wetness with two fingers, inserting one inside of her, then two as her walls clench around my fingers, I groan when she moans in response, her head falls back; breaking our kiss to pant and writhe at my ministrations. "Look at me, Cecily!" I snap, her head snaps forward and she looks at me, giving me her full lusty attention.