Insatiable Habits

Out

This is cruelly short, sorry. I'll pop a longer chapter up right after!

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I wrapped up the mess on the bed and stuffed it into the trash bag that sat beside the bed before I padded barefooted across the hardwood floor, holding my breath as I opened the door at a snails pace until I could poke my head out but I was surprised to find Teseo, leaning against the wall which of course as always scares the crap out of me, I gasped and my body elevates off of the ground a few inches as it feels like my soul detached from my body(exaggerating of course). "Why do you always do that to me?" I sighed heavily and a tiny little grin forms on his face, crinkling up the corners of his chaotically silvery blue eyes.

"Let's go for a bit, I cannot stay here while they make all of this racket in here, it'll drive me insane..." he paused to study me, to study how I gnawed at my lip and twirled my fingers around one another. "What?" He demanded, his eyes narrowed and he looked like he is one word away from having a hissy fit.

"She stitched everything up, and...she said that we can't, you know..." his fist ball up before I can even finish. "What?" He grew straighter, stiffer and far more intimidating. "She told you that we can't, what?" He growled.

"She said we can't have intercourse for 4 weeks, but we can do anything else you want, I promise!" I wanted to cover my face and cower away from him, I didn't want to see the anger in his eyes or the way the veins popped out of the sides of his temples or the roping of the muscles in his jaw as he ground his teeth together with fury.

"I don't want anything else and nobody is going to tell me what I cannot have" he grabbed my jaw between his thumb and index finger, tilting my face to force me to meet the rage in his eyes. "You promised me that we could fuck after your appointment, so that's what we are going to do, so grab your knick-knacks and a pair of shoes and meet me outside." His pretentious glare fried my heart, I couldn't get out of this and I never should have promised him that we could have sex before seeing the doctor but in that moment, standing in my bedroom pressed against him, I was lusting, aroused and I wish that we would have fucked on my bed, then instead of waiting.

"Please Teseo, I don't want to tear anything open again, can't I do anything else to satisfy you?" I followed him as he left me down the hall, his hands shoved deeply into his pockets, his whole demeanor was tense.

"No, you can't...you have 5 minutes!" He snapped and I wheeled around and dashed for the medications on the bed, then rushed into the other house, met by a lot of men packing and moving things, my mother was nowhere to be found and neither were his grandparents. What the fuck? Where did everybody go? I slipped on a pair of strapped sandals that wouldn't make any annoying noises, having learned my lesson from wearing flip flops around him.

I shoved what I had been given by the doctor into a messenger bag along with my phone and charger before I darted outside through a fury of packed boxes to Teseo's waiting car. I sighed breathlessly as I slipped in beside him, still very much thankful for the lidocaine injections but I knew it wouldn't last long, I needed to let him have me while I can't feel anything. I decided as I buckled my seat belt.

Fifteen minutes down the interstate already and there hasn't been a word spoken between us. I was usually the one to pipe up and question anything but I was thinking too. Thinking about the little pins and needles sensation between my legs as my vagina came back to life, it was going to hurt. Thinking about where we were going to live and where the hell was my mother?

I sunk lower into my seat, scattered.

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Yuck, hated this.